I Will Always Love You

Chapter 7 I Choose Me

Za'niyah

I woke up in my own bed, for the first time in a long time, and it felt strange, I was so use to being wrapped up in Brandon's arms but not anymore, not after what I walked in on.

I picked up my phone and realized it was his birthday... And also seeing messages from him saying he was sorry. Sorry doesn't cut it, and it surely won't stop me from hurting.

I opened the messages and decided to text him.

"You ain't shit!"

I wanted him to be hurt just like I was right now.

I threw my phone on the bed and just laid there. I actually thought we would have a chance together, but fuck it, it's whatever now.

A message came in, and I knew it was from him, I picked up my phone and read what he said.

Fuck boy: "Za I'm sorry, I want to see you."

"I don't want to see you, leave me alone."

Fuck boy: "stop acting like this, just come here."

"Come here?"

Fuck boy: "yes here, open the door."

Open the door, great just what I needed for him to pop up at my apartment...not today...lord not today!

He started banging on the door, I got out of bed and walked to the door.

"Calm your horses fuck boy!"

"Za just open the door, I want to talk."

"Noo! I'm not opening the door!" My voice started to crack, I refused to let the tears run down, no not again! I promised myself I wouldn't waste another tear on a boy who didn't deserve me.

"Za.... I was drunk."

"I don't care, just leave me alone. It's too much."

"I'm not leaving, I'll spend my birthday right here at your door."

"Go ahead I don't care you'll eventually have to pee."

I walked away and went to the bathroom to brush my teeth.

10 mins later I was back in my room ignoring the fact that he was still at the door.

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Brandon

Za can try to ignore me all she wants but I'm going to see her today, and she gonna stop acting like this, she knows she can't resist me.

"Zaaaaaa!"

"Stop fuckin yelling my name what do you want."

"I have your shirt, you left it, and I brought it back."

"You can keep it, that's the only thing you will have to remember me."

I took a deep breath, what the hell is wrong with this girl!

"Just open the door a little and I'll give it too you."

"Fine, only cus I want my shit."

Yes, I got up and I waited for her to open the door. Just as she opened it I pushed against the door, knowing her little ass wouldn't be strong enough to push back on the door.

"Brandon stop!"

"I'm coming in Za like it or not we have to talk."

I made my way in and gave her, her shirt. Of course she snatched it.

"It's not nice to snatch little girl."

"Stop fuckin playing games and just leave me alone."

"Za listen last night wasn't met to happen. I couldn't stop thinking about you, I was hurt that you left me, all I wanted was you. I went out to get my mind off you, I'm sor-"