Barrett: A Love Beyond Time

Chapter 11

Chapter 11 - Countless Hours 

- The confusion in the eyes of Syd showed that he had lost control. - Emily.

I closed my eyes and began to beg for everything to be just a nightmare that would end the moment I opened my eyes again. I begged for that big break of my life so far was only m nightmare and when I woke up, nothing would have happened. Soon the feeling of having spent some behind me and I sighed with relief. I opened my eyes and turned back, maybe that was one of the biggest mistakes I had made. My field of vision was completely in Roger. His bloodied shirt as well as his devilish grin scared me more than anything. The knife he held in hand was the same was his shirt. I never was not horrified and terrified. I closed my eyes hoping everything was just a figment of my imagination.

- This is all a lie! I'm hallucinating! - I hummed to myself. - This is all a lie! I'm hallucinating!

I opened my eyes again and relieved, all I saw was Roger sitting on the floor, fully glazed in tears. I now felt sure that I had completely lost control. Roger would never be able to do things that one. I looked around, just to be sure. When looking back at Roger I saw that this was no longer the same man he was a few hours ago anonymously leaving flowers for Alice. This man I was seeing in front of me right now was dead inside.

- "Look! Here's poorest school boy ! Look! "

- "Alice never should have stayed the hand of a maniac like he..."

- "(Laughs)"

- "Laugh Syd! Laughed at this idiot!"

- "(Screams in pain )"

- "Look at that crazy! Get him!"

Voices and more voices passed through my head. Millions and millions of people talking, laughing and crying at the same time. All together in one place: My mind. I sealed my ears because in the beginning I was thinking that all those voices were coming from outside of my head, but actually they were all inside.

The last thing I wanted was to end up being killed by myself. I did not want to become that place. I was down to my last nerve gnashing of an absurd pain, my eardrums were about to burst. So the tears began to flow from my eyes and I started and despair.

- Syd? Can you hear me? - I heard Roger vaguely wondering. But I was not sure if it was himself.

- Stop it! I can not stand! - I screamed.

I got off the ledge and then running. I went downstairs like a madman, but I'm not sure if I was even at that time. Sometimes I stumbled and almost fell, but still I could not stop. Nothing seemed to advance, the noise did not stop. I let myself to see that no one was following me, Roger did little for me.

I ran and ran, but seemed to be useless. It was like I was watching a sheltered amazing movie. Psychosis looked like a movie. My hands were about to tear my hair out of yarn so I pulled the.

- "Help me !"

- "Please do not leave me here!"

- "Help! Help me!"

- "(Laughs)"

- "Get me out of here, it hurts so much!"

- "I'm afraid of the dark! Do not leave me in the dark!"

- "I beg you! Do not do it! No!"

- "No!"

- "Please do not! She's just a child!"