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california boo

decided to write what they do while not talking

California Boo-

I shove my phone in my pocket, sighing for, like, the seventh time. I keep waiting on Luke's message. I may have been the one to not message back, but, this is his job. 

I walk in the cafeteria and over to my table, luckily the bus came at an okay time so I had time before school started. I wait silently, going through facebook. I keep telling myself to not check to see if he's on, but he isn't, I know that. He posted after we stopped talking something about banding. What ever that is.

I look around at all the people and take out my head phones, plugging them in my phone. I literally hate everyone and thing at this school. I scroll through my songs and find Adam's Song by blink-182 and turn the volume all the way up. 

I have friends. 

Three. Or two. 

Probably just one. But she's not here anymore. She moved to a whole other country. Yeah, I associate with people, but I just don't care. 

My phone vibrates and I look down, my heart fluttering. 

It wasn't from Luke. 

Didn't you know that you can play your stupid fucking game without inviting me? Fuck you. Fuck. You.

I see everyone getting up and take out an ear bud to hear the bell ringing. 

Walking to first period took ten years, but that's everyday. Maybe it felt longer because Luke wasn't talking to me? Lucas. His name is nice. I really like it. And he's really cute. That's a plus. We may have just recently started talking to each other, but I kind of got attached. Not overly, so that's okay. We don't even really talk much, actually. He is in a band. I guess by banding he meant working on his band? 

I kind of wish I'd just swallow my pride and message him. 

But school.

If I get my phone taken away, I wont be able to talk to Luke anymore. 

Decisions, decisions.

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Lunchtime comes quickly, for some odd reason. I had turned my phone on airplane mode and refused to turn it on until now. I walk to the same table I sat at in the morning and allow the few notifications to come up before checking facebook. 

I have a message. From Luke. 

Luke Hemmings banding alllllll day, let me just message when done x

My mood kind of falls at the time sent. 7:42. It's 11:55 and he hasn't messaged. I decide not to message him. I don't want to interrupt him.

I listen to my music until the bell rings and continue out my day like all the time. 

Minus the part when Luke messages me all day.

I get on the bus and check messages and still nothing. 

When I get off the bus, though, the messenger vibration goes off and I know it's him. I smile widely, walking home.

Luke Hemmings cali boo what is your name??? i'd like to brag ash and mikey that an actual girl talks to me.

I'd tell him, but do I really want to? my name is kind of basic. Then again, Like isn't THAT original, right?

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not hating on the name chosen for this character, please keep that in mind !!!! just insecure thoughts.