Back To You [Shisui X Itachi]

Chapter 19

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The silence in Itachi's house was deafening – but it was a silence he had become accustomed to. His parents were at work and his younger brother, Sasuke, was still at after school care.

He made his way to his bedroom, passing the stairs lined with framed pictures of his family. He stopped at his favourite image, his mother and father were kissing in the background as Itachi had a three year old Sasuke on his shoulders.

It brought back nostalgia of when his life was simple: family, chores and studies.

Now, his life was a mess. A mess of emotion, that under normal circumstances, Itachi could stoically discard. But Shisui – and the feelings he evoked – was something Itachi couldn't discard. The feelings were brilliant, bright and intense. A sense of being wanted – wanted completely.

He continued up the stairs to his room, took off his satchel and tossed it on his bed. He sat down momentarily on the mattress – debating with his inner thoughts. Without purpose – and distantly – his eyes wandered around until they landed on Kakashi's book settled on his desk.

"Yes, Mister", he remembered the title.

Itachi made his way to his desk and picked up the red covered book. He sat down on the chair and began paging through the novel at lightning speed. His curiosity flaring up with each segment.

Jade's tongue travelled up the length of Jake's member. Jake hissed in pleasure. This brought a small smile to Jade's lips before he took the entire member in his mouth – using his tongue as a cushion to prevent his teeth from scrapping the sensitive skin. Jake bucked his hips, forcing more of his cock into Jade's mouth. The bobbing picked up in pace, Jade determined to drive Jake to climax...

Itachi closed the book and added a page mark to that particular segment. It intrigued him. Was that part of sex? Would he feel satisfaction performing such an act and would Shisui appreciate it?

Shisui.

His name brought a wave of betrayal and hurt, one that drowned his reasoning. Shisui replaced him – that was a matter of fact. Shisui sat with other classmates, laughing light-heartedly, as if nothing was wrong. Perhaps it could be Itachi's own insecurities flaring up – but the fact remains, he was replaced. He had never experienced such a wrenching form of betrayal before. The fact, undoubtedly, that he was replaceable to Shisui. It felt as if the bond they had formed was something Shisui could discard at will.

And that hurt greatly.

Itachi tried to find solace in the fact that, from the very beginning he would be replaced – abandoned. He just grew too accustomed to Shisui. An attachment he would need to break.

But did he have the heart to do so?

After all, Shisui did it. Itachi knew with determination, he too, could cut the bond. Severing him from Shisui – but that thought alone brought with it a cloud of sadness. Shisui treated him with compassionate intrigue – intense wanting.

Itachi didn't want to lose that. It was valuable to Itachi – his first true friend... and then his first boyfriend. Perhaps this was part of being in a relationship – fighting. But what truly bothered – irked and hurt Itachi – was that Shisui replaced him and that Shisui had been with someone else.

"What am I feeling?" Itachi asked himself – remembering Mellissa's advice.

Jealousy and betrayal, he recognised.

The feelings surged through Itachi's veins – and for the first time in a while, he struggled to contain it. He rummaged through his satchel, fished out his chemistry book and got lost determining the empirical formula of a set of substances.

*****

He wandered the hall to his first class.

And, back to the norm, he was invisible. When Shisui walked with him, people would notice every once in a while. Now Itachi, by himself, was transparent and insufficient of sparing a glance.

It made him miss the caring aspect of Shisui – but it didn't prompt forgiveness for Shisui.

Perhaps they really were over...

It saddened Itachi to think his first relationship ended over a fight. Granted, he had never been in one before – so he didn't know that they were so short lived. If that was the case, what was the point of being in one?

It just, at the end of the day, hurt.

He entered his chemistry class and walked straight to his desk – noticing the spiky white haired male in the chair next to his. But he could easily tell Shisui was at the back of the classroom with his new friends.

Class went by quickly – so did the rest.

Kakashi was smart – Itachi noted. But he was also lazy, and that probably hindered his grades. He was able to follow the lessons while reading his erotic novels. It slightly impressed Itachi. His mind wandered over to the blowjob section of the book Kakashi had given him.

*****

They sat under the shade of their signature tree – the lush grass providing a cushion to their backs. Something was different – Itachi simply couldn't place it. Kakashi was acting...strange.

Hovering.

"Are you ready to talk about what's got you so glum?" Kakashi asked tonelessly.

Itachi sighed, he sat up – Kakashi following suite, Itachi went into extreme detail of the fight he had with Shisui. He explained how it seemed Shisui replaced him and the sadness that came with that. He discussed his betrayal and loneliness.

"He broke things off over a fight?" Kakashi seemed shocked. But Itachi imaged a victorious undertone to his question.

Itachi nodded solemnly.

Kakashi had a hesitant look on his face, as if he was severely contemplating something.

"What's wrong?" Itachi asked.

Kakashi quickly grabbed Itachi's waist and placed him on his lap – so that the younger one was straddling Kakashi's lap. Kakashi looked deep within Itachi's eyes before ducking his lips down.

The contact was hungry, aggressive. But Itachi allowed it – Kakashi's tongue forced itself between Itachi's lips, exploring the hot, wet cavern. Their tongues danced – Itachi wasn't sure why he allowed this to happened.

Kakashi grabbed Itachi's hips and pushed him down onto his crotch – wanting to enter the younger male, never breaking the savage kiss.

A fire – hungry and sizzling – sparked in Itachi. The wind gently caressed his face when he felt Kakashi's hand tangled in his hair – undoing his ponytail. His straight, black hair cascaded down passed his shoulders. Like a water fall framing hi face.

Kakashi bucked his hips, grinding his crotch against Itachi's ass.

That broke Itachi from his stupor.

He jumped off Kakashi, "I need time to think", he said between breaths.

Retreating back tot he school building to escape his heated thoughts and the handsome being that was Kakashi.

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