Self Harm

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Pure bliss

the feeling of cold steel

as it's dragging on your wrist

the feel

of blood flowing into your hands

it feels like liquid gold

coming from a heart you young but a soul so old

it takes 1:00 for you to bleed out

or so i am told

well this is it

how could i be so bold

as to take my life into my hands

and end it

if only i wasnt so dependent

it seems to be a trend it's

hard to think of me

as anything but a train wreck

as the noose feels tight on my neck

i check

the blood held in my hand

covering that cold

unforgiving steel

i stay on my knees pleading

please

let my die this time

i dont want to end it all

because im afraid of hell

but if it happens on "accident"

oh well

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