Justin Bieber Imagines

Always Here, JB

Dedicated to Shannon1300

   Y/N'S POV

  I rubbed Justin's back, but his eyes were closed again.

  So, I asked him,"Do you have to throw up again, J?"

  He continued to lean over the edge of the bed, yet he weakly said to me,"N...No. Thank you, beautiful."

  I helped him sit up before I said to him,"You're welcome, JB. You're welcome. I'm going to leave this bucket right here in case you have to throw up again."

  Justin nodded as he laid back down on the bed. I laid down beside him, and he looked over at me. He sent me a smile, and I smiled at him. He took my hand before he suddenly held his head with his free hand and lost his smile.
  He groaned in pain before he squeezed my hand. Knowing Justin as well as I did, you couldn't tell me that his head had just started bothering him. It had probably been bothering him for a few hours now, and he just now made it known to me. I hated it when he did this.

  I sat up before I said,"Another migraine, baby?"

  He nodded, and he slowly sat up as he said,"Maybe I should-"

  I gently pushed him back down before I said,"No. You shouldn't do anything but stay right here. I'll get something to help your migraine. Justin, please don't go anywhere. Please."

  Justin opened his mouth to say something, but I quickly walked out of the room. I walked to the steps and carefully walked down each one before I jogged over to the table beside the couch.
  I grabbed the medication on the table before I hurried back to Justin's side. I tried to give him the medication, but he wouldn't take it. I knew what he was doing, but I didn't want him to do this.

  I sighed before I got in beside Justin.

  Then, I rested my hand on his face as I said,"Justin, will you please take this? I know that you want to try to be strong and fight through this without the medication, but I don't want you to make this even harder for yourself. I promise you that I'll stay with you if you're scared that I won't stay with you while you're asleep."

  Justin still hadn't taken the medication, but I noticed that he was holding the stuffed animal, which was a reindeer, that I had given him two Christmases ago. He loved my gift for him, which was why I took it from him.

  Justin frowned, then he reached for him as he said,"Hey, give him back!"

  I said,"No. You don't get him back until you take that in front of you."

  Justin pouted, yet he held his head again. He looked down at the medication and back at his beloved stuffed animal in my hand before he finally took the medication.
  I smiled and kissed Justin's cheek several times before he took his beloved stuffed animal from my hands. I asked Justin if he needed anything else, but he just pulled me into his arms.

  Justin watched me as I wrapped my arms around his neck.

  I laughed, and then I said,"Justin, sweetheart, I'm not gonna take him from you, I promise. I just want you to be okay. That's all."

  Once the medication started to kick in, it didn't take long for Justin to fall asleep. After he had been asleep for some time, I fell asleep myself.

   A FEW HOURS LATER...

  I was woken up by hearing what sounded like crying, but it could've been me imagining what I was going to be doing on my way to work. However, Justin was the one who was actually crying.
  Immediately, I turned on my side before I rested my hand on his shoulder. Not only was he crying, but he was shouting and kicking, too. From the words that were leaving his mouth along with everything else that was going on, it didn't take a genius to realize that he was having a nightmare.
 
  I couldn't remember the last time that Justin had had a nightmare. During the time we had been together, of course. Anyway, I had to wake him up to comfort him the best I could. I hated seeing him struggling, upset, or in pain.
  I quickly worked to wake him up. That took a while, but I was just relieved when I was finally able to wake him up. Justin just closed his eyes before he became still. So, I rested my head on his chest as I wrapped his arms around me.

  Next, I rubbed his arm as I said,"Darling, if you just want to take a few minutes to breathe, you can. You don't have to tell me right this second. I understand. You can tell me when you're ready."

  Justin opened his eyes before he looked down at me.

  Tears poured down his face as he said to me,"In...In the nightmare, it...it was just me and you. No one else was...was there. You were really angry, and you...said that you couldn't be with me anymore. I...I kept trying to get you to tell me what I had done to make you angry, but you just left. You...You didn't even say goodbye, and you walked out to your car. I tried to go after you, but I just started falling. It...It felt so real, and it finally stopped after a while. Then, I was alone, and everything felt like it was closing in on me. I just wanted to..."

  I stroked his cheek as I said,"You just wanted to get out of there. I know. Justin, I'm sorry that I was angry at you in your nightmare and that I just left you, but I'm not angry at you right now. I don't want to leave you. I promise, and I don't plan on leaving you today, tomorrow, or any time in the future. I really love you, and there's no reason for me to end things with you. You haven't given me a reason to end things. And I'll always let you talk; especially when something is bothering you. Justin, I want you to talk to me and say what you need to say to someone. I know that you're used to feeling lonely. See what I did there?"

  Justin smiled at me, and I continued to stroke his cheek as I said to him,"I'll always be here for you, Justin, even when I'm feeling lonely myself. You help me to not feel alone, and I'll do my best to help you feel like everything isn't closing in on you all at once. Okay?"

  Justin hugged me, and I hugged him back.

  He buried his face in my neck before I said,"Always here for you, baby. Always."