He is the only one that makes me smile even if he does nothing. However, after that incident I had to sacrifice my source of happiness .It has been five whole years, thanks goodness I have been successful of achieving my weirdest and unwanted goal;which was to ignore him. Which was so damn hard but thankfully I manage to chat with him by pretending to be another girl on Instagram. We chatted a lot, I'm so thankful that he has not asked for a video call yet.Anyway as it is my senior year, I decided to ignore that fake account as I know I will get busy with the studies and friends but that won't prevent me from thinking about him but anyways let's cope with it!( as if he will not rent in mind for free)
"Honey wake up dear, it's your first day, you've got to make good habits from the very start!", mum shouted her liver out downstairs from the kitchen.
She is such a good mother, very caring, always thinks about others instead of her own self. She is much sweeter than honey but also more bitter than a bitter gourd when she gets angry.She is very friendly and also really attractive even during her fourties the twenties men are still attracted to her than me. Yes, I did not get the beauty of my mum neither of my father. This year it's going to be my last year at university but I have not kissed a guy yet where my friends ride on all kinds of dick each Saturday night. I don't know what stops me from liking another man, but that only boy who I'm forbidden to look at, is the one that control all the senses of my body, weirdly as if he even cares.Most of the guys who asked me out were messed up in life ; they would either be involved in drugs or alcohol.
"mum I'm feeling like a potato right now!", I yawned, not wanting to wake up, seriously just today I will have the most amazing dreams. I was going to kiss him, yes him but then my alarm ruined everything.
"yes, you are mummy's potato! now get your butt up and take a bath. Before you do so, have you packed everything that you need? Because you won't come back soon and if you want anything, from there to here it will take at least three whole hours and if we got into traffic then we won't be that much of a help even if I know we used to make you travel like this daily these two recent years but now it's time for my bird to get out of its cage. You need to feel and act like an adult now. And yes, if you need anything on the way we can buy some condoms for you!", mum said sympathetically while entering my room while I was wearing my clothes.
" yes I have packed everything perfectly and wait who told that I will need the last thing you just mentioned, seriously, it's early in the morning and you want to ruin it already ; that will surely not happen! You know me right ", I grimaced.
" anyway, come fast! The pancakes are ready and your dad will return from jog in less than one-minute!", mum said sheepishly.
"darling I'm back!", dad hugged my mum while entering my room and kissed me on my forehead . Then he proceeded to the bathroom while me and mum make our way to the kitchen.
After taking my breakfast, I quickened my steps to my room to take my bags and ran downstairs to reach the garage where the car is waiting, so that I could finally reach my destination. Afterwards, I plugged my earphones on to not give up for the three hours of traveling and take my time to think.
My thoughts :
-definitely I need to make this year memorable and i guess I can count on my best friend.
-by the way she does not even know that I have a big surprise for her. That I will be a roommate as her at our university's dorm and we would be able to spend a lot of time together. Creating memories, she was literally begging me to be a roommate, I can already imagined her jumping here and there, even screaming when I would announce her this news.
-by the way may be it's time to get rid of my virginity( i was kidding of course ,no one wants me !!
Three miles away and we will be there but then dad stopped the car nearby a pharmacy where mum get out from the car. I feel relaxed thinking that she was going to purchased some medicines for me . After few minutes, mum come out from that pharmacy and take her seat back while hanging the medicines to me which were folded up in a pink soft material. I was going to place it in my bag while my dad started the engine again but my mum stopped me by asking me to check the medicines on the spot. Without losing any seconds, I unfolded that pink thing when I traumatized for a moment as the suppose medicines that I thought were no medicine but condoms and that also of an 'XL' size.
"mum are you kidding me and an 'XL' seriously!", I clearly could not understand what was going on her mind.
"it's best if it's large rather than if it is small ;it can fit within any size, but anyway nothing was left than this size so I bought it for you knowing that you won't have the chance to buy it", mum declared and then ending up laughing together with dad.
"ewww mum didn't I tell you that I won't make use of it and dad why did you laugh!", I asked in embarrassment.
Both did not utter any words.
Eventually we reached at my destination!
I take my bags and come out from the car with quite great difficulty as my head was so occupied with what just happened.
" hey baby be brave, and yes don't be afraid to make use of it you are not a kid anymore. If you got time don't forget to call me my cupcake!", mum said while giving me the most long lasting hug that might exist on earth.
"come on, I know that you are already aware how to enjoy yourself I guess, I know studies are important but there are some other needs that should be satisfied as well which are so crucial so go for it!! But don't forget your priority as well.", dad said while hugging me as tight as mum hugged me.
" bye!! ", after saying this they disapeared in no second! I precipitated to the entrance of Theresa University's dorms.
A random blond girl approached me.
" look I know that you are feeling so lucky to be the roomate of the most hottest boy of the university. Do not think that he chose you okay it's just that you look like a boy so he sees no difference. But don't try to be over smart, did you get it?!",she said while cringing her teeth.
I did not want to face a fight for the very first day that I'm here, so I ignored her by looking for the direction of my new room and that also a very dumb argument because whoever is supposed to be my roommate does not know me yet.
Anyway, who might be that guy, he must be hot if a random girl would talk to me like that! So who is he? this keeps digging my curiousness
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living with My childhood crush
Random"keep ignoring me but if I succeed to make you moan my name, then baby you will pay everything in bed!", he said in a seductive tone after he pushed me against the wall and started sucking my neck. I have to ignore him for a certain reason but why...
