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<Recap: You were working on a video edit until you heard Ajey shout at someone for the fifth time, so you decided to check & found him shouting on someone on his phone. You asked him if he's okay, to which he shouted at you. You thought of making food for him but he refused angrily and then you, irritated by his behaviour, decided to go for a walk on the beach. You met a guy who asked you to join him to the club but before you could reply, Ajey came there & made him go in his own way. Then, he apologized to you & you guys started walking, hand in hand.>

Later that night

Ajey's P.O.V

My mind, these days, is ALWAYS occupied by her. (Y/N) is a perfect girl...she has the best taste, her choices are amazing & the most important thing is that she understands me. I mean, that's all I need right? Since we came here, I've started to fall for her & now, I think I've fallen. I want to tell her that I want to give our marriage a chance.

Earlier this morning, I yelled at her for no reason but she understood me. Sometimes, I feel that all this is a dream. My life has always been the one that I wanted, I do the thing that I love the most...YouTube. I have some awesome fans & now, not to mention my family is the best & supportive. But now I think, I can add that I have an amazing wife to that list. I can't wait any longer to tell her. I love her. Yes, I FREAKING LOVE HER.

Your P.O.V

Ajey never usually yells or gets irritated but today was an exception. Well, when he yelled at him for no reason, I was so pissed at him...but as soon as I got to know the reason, all the anger faded away. He does so much of hard work to deliver the best to his fans & by the time, I've known he can't bear anything related to his channel.

Oh god, he runs in my mind, always. I know that I love him but I have no idea if he reciprocates my feelings. I want to go & tell him that I LIKE HIM & I AM READY TO GIVE THIS MARRIAGE A CHANCE. But, what if he doesn't?

I gathered enough courage & went ahead to tell him my feelings. I was going to his room but I met him in my way, lol. I felt as if he was also coming to my room.

"I want to say something." we both said, in sync. Wait what? What if he wants to say that he hates me? What if he wants a divorce? Ugh, STOP over thinking (Y/N). My thoughts were interrupted once he said something.

"Go ahead." he said calmly.

"Umm, see I don't know how to say this...I....umm...I wanted...er...to....tell...you that....umm..
Iwanttogiveourmarriageachance" I said as fast as I could.

"What? I did understand a word." He replied. Of course, I said it so swiftly...how can he even get it? Stupid me.

"Okay, so let's get this straight...I wanted to say that, I want to give our marriage a chance. Look, I get it if you don't feel the same way. I respect your decisions. It's okay, I--" I was interrupted by him. And dude, I was so panicked, I bet my heart was about to stop beating lol.

"Shshshhhhhshh..." he said keeping his finger on my lips & we were so close, like so damn close.

"Who said that I don't feel the same way?" he said calmly. Wait, WHAT? Did he just say that he feels the same way. OHHH MYYYY GODDDDD. I AM DEAD. I CAN'T BE HAPPY ENOUGH. I FEEL AS IF I WON A BATTLE.

Before he could say anything further, I hugged him...tightly, without thinking anything. And to my surprise, he hugged me back. Wow. I feel like I'm in a typical drama movie. But luckily, I can say I have my Prince Charming.

"I love you." he whispered in my ears which sent chills down my spine. OMG! HE LOVES ME.

"I love you too." These were the words that came out if my mouth automatically. Once I said this, he hugged me even tighter.

We were interrupted, AGAIN, by the stupid phone call. I checked my phone & it was Yash video calling me. I picked up the call.

"Yaaaaaaasssssssssshhhhhhhh!!!" I shouted.

"Bas isliye mai tereko call nahi kar raha tha, teri chudail jaisi aawaz." he said laughing.

"Chup rhe." I pouted.

We continued talking & hung the call after a while. Then, we made dinner for ourselves. And then we went to sleep.

Hey guys!

I know this is a small chapter but please forgive me for it. I have a message from today's chapter as well. Let your feelings come out, without caring what the outcome would be. No matter the feeling is love, hate, sadness or loneliness...let it all out. Then, you will feel a hell lot better. There are a lot of girls & boys who don't confess there love just because of the fear of getting rejected. But you shouldn't care if your feeling is pure.
I'll upload the next chapter super soon.
Love,
K.