Broken pieces

Just waiting......

Katniss~

After I shot Coin, I was locked in a room. I have no idea how long it's been they serve me 2 meals every day I think. But that was fine with me anyways I want to die so I just don't bother eating. I'm not really sure what happened to Peeta took no ripped my pocket off which contained my nightlock pill. I clamped down on his hand instead. Then he gave me this look, it was awful. He looked so disappointed in me and the fact that I wanted to die. Not that I care that's just who I am. I'm an awful, idiotic, psycho who's lost it. I've killed so many in this "revolution" and I'm glad I killed Coin she wasn't any better than Snow. She always wanted me dead. I was just dumb enough not to notice.
            My family is dead. My little duck dead. My father dead. My mother might as well be dead to me she just up and left me. She didn't even fight to get me out of here. She was never truly family anyways. Finnick dead. Annie probably hates me, she's having a child without the father because of me. Wiress dead. Chaff dead. Seeder dead. Peeta well I made the capitol break him so that's also on me. He might not be dead but he deals with horrors from hell. I killed so many in this god damm war. I hate myself I just want to die. Hell if Peeta Hadn't taken my nightlock I'd be at peace and be dead. Or would I? Who would be left to care anyways.
         That's it no one would care! I look around and I see curtains. I smile a devilish grin. Oh yes, that will work perfectly! I go over and rip them off. I think back to that time where Fin jokingly made a noose. Even though it was one of my better memories it still brought tears to my eyes. Never mind that he is going to help me put out  my misery. I slowly tie it and throw it over the pole on top of the ceiling. I grab the one char and stand up on it. I put my head through the noose. I say a quick prayer for all those who are left hoping they will live a good life. And then I say I love you to Peeta but I tell him I have to go and this will be for the best. I am just about to kick away the chair when...