Adopted by 5sos

Secrets

CHAPTER 12

Alexa POV:

Luke me get back from the mall we dropped Sarah off at home the car ride back was silent due to luke still being mad or debating if he should tell Ashton what happened we get inside and i try to rush to my room before the rest of them see me especially ash because that means i would have to tell him what happened so better to avoid him all together but then right when i was almost upstairs thats when  i hear  "So how was the mall" turn and see calum I'm a bit relieved that it was not Ashton "Oh um it was fun why did someone say something" he looks at me  suspiciously i silently in my head say to myself "Way to go now he's going to know something happened" he responds "No why is there something to tell?" i think for a minute if i should tell him but decide against it "Oh no nothing to tell" then he nods but says ok.

Calums POV:

i hear the front door open so i go and see that its Luke  and Ally (that is Alexa nickname if you are confused) they got inside and i see Lex  heading upstairs pretty quick i call her name right as she is almost up the stairs to ask her how the mall was she asked "Oh um it was fun why did someone say something" i look to her suspiciously but figured i was just my imagination i ask her "Is there something to tell" she shakes her head no and says there was nothing to tell i nod and say ok but im still suspicious as i head downstairs and run into Luke and that's when i decide to ask him "what's wrong with Alexa she's acting all weird" he looks at me and says follow me so that's what i do we go to his room "Now you please tell me what's going on and why Alexa is acting all weird" luke looks at me but i can see he's deciding if he should tell me "Oh go on and tell me already" he nods "Ok but you have to promise this stays between us and Ashton can not know until the time is right" i just nod so he starts off and i just listen after he's done and tells me that Alexa and Josh had sex i was shocked and so  i yell "SHE DID WHAT" he hits me "Dude what did i say now  Ashton will hear" i just look at him "Well she has to tell him and now" luke speaks   "She said she will tell him at her own time im giving her a week" that's when ashton walks in "What's with all the yelling" me and luke both look at each other "Oh it was nothing just got really competive playing a game he looks at us "Um you guys dont even have controllers so that's a lie what's really going on"we look at each other and then i see alexa i look at her then luke she just looks scared i give her the look of you better tell him or i will she just nods and i sit down and wait for her to come into the room and explain 

Alexa POV:

i was on my phone scrawling through Instagram i hear a loud "SHE DID WHAT" and knew luke told someone probably Calum so i go to where luke and calum were and calum gives me a knowing look and i see ashton come upstairs and thats when i know i have to tell him what happened  even calum gives me the either you tell  or i will look so i go in the room and calum sits next to Luke and i get Ashton attention "Um ashton i know your probably going to be so mad but i need to tell you something" he just looks at me with suspicion i say  "But  first maybe we should get mikey in here" then like on cue Mikey walks in and ask "Whats going on" i look to him then ashton "I was just about to tell ashton something you might want to hear to tho"  he nods then they all sit down "Well Um you see when we got to the mall i saw Josh luke decided to give us some privacy so um well short version we went to Josh house and may have had sex" ashton stood up "YOU DID WHAT" then looks at luke "LUKE HOW COULD YOU LET THIS HAPPEN" he was so mad i speak "it wasnt lukes fault he didnt know until after it happned" he is fuaruios thats when i see him flying across the room and starts punching luke "OH MY GOSH STOP YOUR HURTING HIM" thats when mikey ges up and holds ashton back "stop it ashton stop think about what your doing" calum just looks shocked ashton finally stops punching luke and walks out withut a word to me i go to luke "Luke im so so sorry i didnt know he would get so mad please dont hate me" he looks at me all bloodied "I dont hate you lexi and hes just mad he will cool off dont take it personally" i just nod and run to my room crying i think to myself in my head "way to go look what you did now ashton hates you" i start crying really hard and decide to call Josh he picks up after the third ring     

lexi what's going on are you ok i answer him "No i think ashton hates me i told him about what we did and he punched luke and wont speak to me i really messed up josh what do i do he then speaks " oh baby im so sorry first thing your going to due is stop crying because it hurts me to hear you crying and second thing ashton will get over it he loves you so much you guys will get through this i just smile i know he cant see me but i still smile " How do you always know how to cheer me up i love you josh did you know that i can hear him giggle "Baby i love you to now get some sleep and tell me what happens in the morning i speak "Ok i will goodnight babe" he says goodnight  then hang up and i get ready for bed shower and everyting then i hear a knock on my door i say "Come in" and i see Michael come in "Hey Lex how are you holding up" i just look at him tears almost in my eyes again and respond " not to great how could i mess up so badly now you all hate me especially Ash" he pulls me in for a hug "i dont hate you and niether does ashton he just needs time to cool off and have everything sink in" i look up to him "And what about you are you mad at me" he smiles "no i am not i knew we would have to deal with this stuff eventually i just wasn't expecting it to happen so soon" i smile well i didnt know it was going to happen until it happened can i tell you something weird" he grins "Im  the king of weird so go ahead" i smile and say "Well before it all happened i got this feeling like i could picture me and my life with josh kids and all is that weird" He smiles then looks at me and says "It sounds  to me that you are normal and are  are in love" i grin i then ask him "Do you ever get that feeling with Crystal" he smiles a huge smile "All the time" i ask him "How did you know that you wanted to marry her" he looks to me with a huge smile "Same way you did i thought about my life without her and couldn't think of a life without her and pictured us with kids and then i knew she was the love of my life and that i would never have to live without her and i know me and her are soulmates" i blushed "Wow that was deep mikey" he playfully hits me then got all serious "Just know if he hurts you he will deal with me and he wont like that "i nod and say ok i then smile at myself "Mikey i think i really love josh ive never felt this way with anyone i get that same feeling you get when you cant picture your life without him but we only been dating a year now" he grins "You cant fight true love it only comes once in a life time remember that ok" 'i nod "ok well I'm tired and have to go to bed goodnight Mikey thank you for the talk i love you" he hugs me then says "Love you to kiddo" then walks out of the room i go to bed with a smile on my face but also a little sad hopefully Ash can forgive me soon!

AN/ What do you think will happen will ash forgive Alexa and what will happen with her and josh hope you all liked this chapter if so leave a like love to you all 

- Rachel