Adopted by 5sos

Saving her life and visits

⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️

CHAPTER 13 

Alexa POV: 

⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ SELF HARM and suicide  attempt if this triggers you then you can skip that part please stay safe if you need someone to talk to my dm's are always open  

Alexa POV: 

i woke up at 2 something feeling awful i started crying and decided it would be best for everyone if i just wasn't here especially because of the fight with ashton he hates me . its still 2 something so the others are probably asleep  i found my blade that they didn't find i cut 7 times blood was on the floor after cutting 7 times i cleaned the blood wrapped my arm i found some pills and took them i was about to pass out i decided to call josh he picked up on the third ring "Alexa baby its 2 in the morning" i start crying and tell him "Josh i love you just remember that ok" i hear him on the other end "Alexa baby what did you do" i felt really dizzy he said  "Alexa baby im coming stay with me dont leave me" i then hear a knock on my window i open it and see josh he comes inside he says "Baby listen to me im here im not leaving but i need you to throw up what you took" i just shake my head "Baby you need to get the pills out of your system i say "why bother it would be better for everyone if i wasn't hear he grabs my chin to look at him he says "Dont say that im hear i love you and im not leaving you i promise so i needyou to do what i say baby please or i will have to get the guys she shakes her head so we go to the bathroom and i throw the pills up and then next thing i know im passed out 

Josh POV:

Alexa passes out after taking the pills and im already crying i might have to get one of the other guys i shake her "Alexa baby dont do this please baby wake up" nothing so i call 911 thats when all the others wake up luke and them look ready to murder me "WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO" they say i tell them "nothing she called me upset she took a bunch of pills and cut herself i had to come after i got here she passed out i didn't know what to do i called 911 there on there way" im crying at this point Luke  turn to ashton and says  "She was crying because of what happened with you and now she's unconscious" he looked upset luke then said if it wasnt for josh she could be dead" then mikey comes and says "LUKE" then shakes his head clearly upset with lukes outburst the ambulance gets here she gets to the hospital we get there the doctor comes in and tells us "she will need to be watched for a while but she will  recover she's going to be asleep for a while though he then turns to me "You young man saved her life by making her throw it up and calling" i just nod i go to her and talk to her even though she's asleep  "baby its josh i love you baby you have to remember that and dont you ever do his again i would be totally lost without you" the others come up to me ashton hugs me and says "Thank you for saving her and for loving her at first i didn't like you but i can tell you love her and she loves you but if you ever hurt her im coming after you" i nod 

Ashton's POV:

we get to the hospital the doctor said how she will be asleep for a while and turns to tell josh that she was lucky he was there i cant quit blaming myself what if Luke is right and i did this to her how could i have been so stupid how could i let her do this i go to josh hug him and tell him  "Thank you for saving her and for loving her at first i didn't like you but i can tell you love her and she loves you but if you ever hurt her im coming after you" he  nods and we all lay down josh laying with Alexa and the rest of us finding  somewhere to lay after sleeping for hours i wake up i see alexa is curled up next to josh i just smile lucky that she is alive i go downstairs and get some coffee i see the others down there to luke clearly mad still i see Sarah there along with her the other friends and her new brother they all run up to me and ask "How is she can i go see her" i just nod and they all start running 

Sarah POV:

i go up to ashton asking about alexa he says we can go see her so i go running i see her curled up with josh right next to her i smile i ask  "Josh how is she" he looks up in tears "Shes alive thank god i thought i lost her i cant lose her" i go up to him in tears "i know how you feel when i heard he news all i could think is i better not lose her shes all i have" the others nod in agreement her brother is in tears as well i ask "How did this happen" Josh speaks and says "Her and ashton had a fight after he found out what we did i guess she felt like he hated her and did  this she called me and she sounded sad so i went to her house and got her to throw up what she took and then she passed out then luke and the rest came luke yelled at ashton blaming him micheal stepped in to calm him down but hes still seems upset" i just nod i go to her and hold her hand "Alexa its sarah i love you keep fighting for me i love you" then i walk out and let the others see her we go outside the waiting room and let her be with josh we then hear that she woke up i gio running along with the others she holding a crying josh "Your alive oh my god Alexa please dont ever do that again" she smiles and nods and says "i love you guys" i just smile then everyone else walks in 

Alexa POV:

i wake up to beeping sounds and confused i see josh asleep my throat hurts but i say "Josh" he pops up so fast and hugs me and says "Alexa baby your alive i love you do you hear me i love you and you better never do that again i nod then sarah comes in  with everyone else with tears and there eyes and say the same thing i tell them "I love you guys" they all smile i see my brother and ask '"What are you doing here" he said "well i got the news and came strait away" i noded then ashton walks in he says "Alexa im so sorry i love you im so sorry" hes crying i said "Its not your fault i love you to" luke looks at him pissed i ask " Why does luke look ready to murder ash" i ask sarah she says "Luke blames him for what happened to you ash feels really bad tho" i nod and make luke comes to me i whisper "You have to forgive him hes your best freind more like brother its not his fault" he nods and hugs me "Im glad your ok babygirl" i smile and say "me too" he goes over to ashton and they do a bro hug i smile and look around the room filled with people and think to myself "they do love me there all here for me" i just smile and cuddle up next to josh i kiss him not caring that the others are in here "You saved me i love you baby forever" he smiles and says "Forever" 

AN/ sorry for the short chapter if anything on here bothers you or triggers you please read with cation or you dont have to read at all my dm's are always open if someone needs to talk if you like this chapter vote and comment love to you all

- Rachel