𝐡𝐨𝐠𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 ;; 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

𝗕𝗲𝘁𝗿𝗮𝘆𝗮𝗹 (𝘀𝗶𝗿𝗶𝘂𝘀 𝘅 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝗳𝗹𝘂𝗳𝗳𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗴𝘀𝘁)

Look shluvs, i'm trying. i really didn't know if the chapter was angst or fluff so my dumbass said fluffy angst-

anyways, imma make a key for these chapters cos i'm fuckin tired of writing the type of stories. now the next part of my rambling will be a lot more cheery and shit.

OK LOVELIES THE KEY IS GONNA BE IN THE REQUESTS CHAPTER LIKE AT THE VERY END BC I'LL JUST EDIT IT BUT, IM GONNA GO BACK AND REDO THE TITLES SOOO YEAH HAPPY READING!

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"Siri I'm boredddddddd," I called from the girls dorms. Me and Lily had been hanging out this Saturday but she decided to fall asleep. Bitch. All I wanted to do with her was play a short game of Gobstones but she just had to get some rest. 

"I'll be right there love!" I heard Sirius call back. Me and him have been dating for a few months now. I was glad to have him. He treated me right, my friends like him, and my parents even like him. 

About five minutes later, he showed up with his tie a bit loose and his hair messed up.

"You look like a caveman, Siri," I joked, pulling him onto my bed.

"It's not like you look much better. What are you doing?" he asked, attempting to pull out of my hug. 

"I wanna cuddle, duh."

"Well I don't, Y/N. My body's too sore for that."

"Why? What happened?"

He opened his mouth to speak but, he decided to let a small sigh out instead. Giving a small smile he said, "Let's just cuddle," and with that, he let me take him back into my arms as he wrapped his arms around my waist and fell asleep.

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Yet another day of boredom. I wanted to see Sirius but, he told me he was busy about an hour earlier. He was probably dealing with something stressful with the rest of The Marauders. I would assume. He was always having to deal with something that James Potter came up with in his idiot head about evil or fantasies that he believed were true. I wanted to do something to take the stress off head.

I quickly gathered a few things from the kitchen. I walked with an armful of different candies and sweets that I bribed the elves to give me. In my dorm there was a small red bag that I kept to use for things I'd probably do for Sirius. I used a charm to make the candies shape a heart when set down. The plan was beautiful. 

I snuck my way up to the boys dorms and opened the door. The first thing I saw made my heart fall and crash into million little pieces.

Lily. And Sirius.

Alone.

Sirius' head dropped into her lap as they giggled about Godric knows what. It was clear that they didn't notice me. 

I cleared my throat and saw their smiles fade into a look of worry when they saw me.

"H-hello, Y-Y/N." Sirius said, his voice starting to shake.

"Don't act like the victim Black. You may also want to work on your pathetic acting if you think I'd fall for your feelings being hurt."

Lily looked at me with shock as she lift his head off her lap. Sirius wore a look of confusion on his toned face and looked at Lily for well... something. 

"Well since you don't know how to respond, I'll see my self out," I stated, storming out of the dorm.

I really can't believe he'd do this to me. It makes sense, the way he was always busy. He seemed to always get out of being with me. He'd say James or Remus needed him. It was his excuse almost every time.

As I walked off, tears formed in my eyes. I tried my hardest not to let them fall; clearly I failed at that task.

"Y/N! It's not what it looks like!" Sirius called.

"Well it looks like you two were having a rather marvelous time so, maybe you should get back to that," I retort. It took everything to say something like that to Sirius.

I turned around for a split second to see him with tears streaming down his face.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ like a week later~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

It's been a week. Sirius is still hanging out with Lily. I've  spent a week trying not to do anything stupid or petty. I've also spent a week trying not to cry. Only one thing worked out.

"Oi, James! James!" I called, Running towards the Quidditch field. It seemed like he was examining a weird piece of paper. Weird.

"What? Isn't it clear that I'm busy?" He responded, shoving the paper into his book bag. Even more weird.

"I was hoping you'd help me? Lily and Sirius seem to be a couple at the moment. See, he cheated on me and I was hoping you'd help me make him jealous? Not jealous per say, I don't want him back. I just want to make him.." I trailed off. As I spoke I realized how cheesy this was. And how it made me seem like such a bad person. I didn't exactly care.

"Squirm?" James finished.

"Yes, squirm! Will you help me?"

"...Ok."

=========================zee next day==================

"James, there he is!" I whispered, picking up my pace. I put my own hand in his   and gave him a small peck on the cheek. I swear I saw him wipe it off. Numpty.

We both spotted Sirius and deliberately brushed past him to show off. I even through a glare at Lily, who was standing right next to him. I could see the  hurt in his eyes. It felt terrible but, I felt like he needed to learn a lesson. I also watched him walk away from the Great Hall. 

Lily walked into our direction as I took my hand out of James' and walked closer to her.

"How does it feel, Lily? You lost your best friend because you wanted to be a bitch,"

"You're the bitch! You don't even know what happened!"

I crossed my arms and leaned back a bit with my eyebrow raised. What really need to say?

"He wanted to propose! He needed advice, Y/N! You broke his heart!"

...

Shit.

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