Made In Hell (Completed)

Part 31

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Point of view: Mahir's POV....

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"Um... Mahir.... Can I please.... Um... Will you like to get a hug?"

What does she wants? I... I know that I need it.... But.... I know as soon as I will get one, I will end up crying in her arms... And I don't want that.... I don't want anyone to see me crying... I just don't want it....

Thinking this I started looking in other direction and again got the same posture to sit in....

I felt her getting up to leave.... And thank god she is going.... But then I heard a clicking sound.... Then I looked towards her to find her closing the door....

And then she looks towards me and again came to sit beside me....

"Won't you leave?", I question her with a glare....

"Cry as much as you want I don't judge... Also I know it's a tough situation for you since I have been through it already.... So.... I am sorry but I can't leave you alone.... You need someone just now....-"

I cut her off only to tell her, "I need nobody just fuck off please, I lack the energy to talk to you just now.... And.... Just go Bela before I hurt you with my words...."

I literally yelled at her and then I tightened my fist in anger....

When I still felt that she is not even moving I sat again in my same old posture and I started crying silently.... I don't care about her presence.... I am not weak but.... I miss you Pappy....

After an hour or so I become numb since I was not crying anymore.... I looked up towards her to find her still sitting beside me patiently.... I don't want her to see my vulnerable side....

"Why are you still here?" , I questioned....

"I am not going anywhere till I make sure you are okay.... Because I promised the same to Granny", she answered....

Granny.... Why? I am not weak and I can face this alone.... Why did you ask her to do this?

"And how will you make sure that I am okay?" , I snapped at her.....

"Hug...."

I rolled my eyes at her answer.... Why is she doing this? I don't know....

"So you are not going anywhere without doing that shit?"

She nodded in no looking at me.... And I roll my eyes again....

I close my eyes for a second and nodded for it while glaring at her....

She hesitantly got up and sat on her knees.... And then she spread her arms a little.... I moved a little and then she wrapped her hands around my neck and hugged me.... And I knew it.... The moment I will be hugged I will end up crying.... And my tears were coming back.... But I don't want to cry in front of her.... I closed my eyes to stop tears from coming.... She started rubbing my back and here I gave up.... And a sob escaped my mouth.... I was trying to stop myself but before I could realise, I was crying in her arms....

"Cry it out Mahir.... Talk to me.... You will feel better", she whispered while still hugging me....

And I lost my control over my grief.... I wrapped my arms around her waist pulling her close and then I was crying bitterly....