It feels like I'm drowning in the deepest ocean,
all I've done is creating a big commotion.
Sometimes everything seems so clear,
but then it hits me again, my fear.
How should I feel at times like this,
there's nothing I can dismiss.
Will I be okey or will I break?
either way there's nothing I can fake.
All has changed, since I decided to leave,
which one of you can I believe?
Which one can I trust and who to speak?
at the end of all, there's always a leak.
Walking through doors, looking for an answer,
I can't meet her, I can't stand her.
All I wanted was a peaceful mind,
and here I ended with more problems to find.
I'll go through many wars to survive,
and even more to keep you alive.
10.12.20

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Short Poems
Poetry„If we weren't drunk that day, would you put everything on replay?"