I ruined my own luck by trying to save someone else,
didn't give a damn about myself, it doesn't even make sense.
They hear me sobbing, crying, shouting in frustration,
Guess what? No one cared, it felt so bad, suffocation.
I look up at the night sky and it's so dark,
You were my star, but since you left me there is not one single spark.
At my coldest, lonliest days, you were there for me,
I was too blind to see.
Accepting my loss, I wave my white flag in front of my face,
it tickles me softly, like your fingers did when you touched me at a slow pace.
I miss your ice cold blue eyes with little yellow tints,
I miss your rough touch, leaving me your fingerprints.
Your voice haunts me in my dreams,
I long for you, you helped my self esteem.
There's only one way left,
I have to get this struggle off my chest.
12.11.20
YOU ARE READING
Short Poems
Poetry„If we weren't drunk that day, would you put everything on replay?"
