Warnings- swearing, it gets kinda sad
Play the song at the top of you want. It doesn't really relate to the imagine but i thought it fit the vibe. :)
I sighed as I set down my phone. Vinnie was no where in sight and I was ready to leave. The music thumped loudly in my ears and the loudness of all the party people didn't help my pulsing head ache. But my headache wasn't just because of this party that was way too loud. It was because I had no idea what to do about Vinnie. He'd started to act different since he started blowing up on TikTok. He came home late with no explanation of where he'd been. He brushed me off whenever I tried to spend time with him. And he thought I didn't notice but he was constantly flirting with other girls right in front of my face as if I didn't even exist. The worst part about it all was that he had me wrapped around his finger. No matter what he said or did he would find a way to turn me into putty in his hands and completely make me forget everything he ever did wrong.
I got up off the couch I had been sitting on. I should probably find Vinnie. I took a glance at the crowd surrounding me hoping I would be able to see Vinnies curly hair. I finally decided that be would probably be somewhere in the middle of the crowd. I made my way through the crowd until I could see his reddish brown hair. I got close enough to see that he was dancing with some blonde chick who was wayyy to close to him. But what hurt the most was that he wasn't doing anything to move her. I stormed over to them and placed my hand on Vinnies arm.
"Hey babe. I'm tired can we go home now?" I said looking up at him innocently. His brow furrowed in annoyance.
I turned to the the random girl who had her arms crossed against her chest. I gave her a death glare and she rolled her eyes and she stormed away.
"What the fuck was that for?" Vinnie asked me.
"What the fuck do you mean? She was all over you!"
"I was just getting know her. Stop overreacting."
"Ok whatever Vinnie. Can we go now?"
"Whyyyy? You haven't even danced with me yet." He said jokingly, pulling me to his chest. I glanced up at him and he lovingly looked into my eyes. He leaned down and tried giving me a kiss on the lips. I jerked out of the way when I smelt the alcohol on his breath.
"Why won't you kiss me?" He asked, hurt by my actions.
"Because your breath smells like alcohol. Cmon let's go. I'll drive." I grabbed his hand and dragged him outside. We were walking down the driveway when he pulled his arm back and turned me around. He pulled me close to him and crashed his lips onto mine. I felt myself falling into his trap again. I pulled away from him. He looked at me confused.
"Vinnie. We need to talk. You've been acting different. You come home late. You're always pissed with me and you're constantly flirting with other girls. You've changed. What's going on?" I said shakily. He rolled his eyes and looked back at me.
"Are you fucking serious right now? I've changed? If anything you changed. You're constantly hating on me because of my fame. It's like you don't even support me."
"What do you mean I don't support you. All I ever do is support you. Every time it gets to be too much for you, I'm there for you! How is that not supporting you?" I said holding back tears. He stood there in silence, staring at the ground.
"I think we should break up." I said softly. Vinnies head snapped up.
"What? You can't break up with me. Baby I love you."
"Do you Vinnie? Because it doesn't seem like you do. You've changed and I don't even know you anymore. And I don't know if I want to be with the person you are now."
"Baby we can work through this." He said stepping closer to me. I took a step back not wanting him to suck me back into his trap again.
"No. We can't Vinnie. This isn't working."
"Fine. But don't come crawling back to me when you realize that you fucked up." He said his voice hardening. He hesitated for a second, as if he was hoping I would change my mind. When he realized I was standing my ground he scoffed and stormed back into the party. A sob tore through my chest as I realized what I had done. I was free. But like I said he had me wrapped around his finger. Just the thought of never having him again drew me back into his arms. It clouded all my judgement. It didn't even feel like I was controlling my body as I walked back into that party. As I apologized to Vinnie and begged him to take me back. As I let him walk me out to the car. As I let him take me up to his room to bring me to bed. I didn't have control again until his arms were wrapped around me as we laid in bed. His soft lips gently pressing kisses all over my face.
I don't know Vinnie anymore. I don't even know myself. But I do know that without Vinnie I'm missing a part of me so important that I'll die without it. And that's why I'll always go back.
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Thank you for 100 reads!!! This one was kinda sad but I like it. It's also kinda long lol. Lmk if you have any requests. Ok that's it byeee 😽
