I woke up at seven o'clock in the morning...I was late for my work...I woke up late because of chatting with an id!ot guy I've met in that damn group.. that id!ot moderator who thought that he is a smart guy..f*ck him for giving me a sleepless night..but well yeah!I cannot blame him totally.. i guess..that was my mistake too coz I forgot to sleep early..
Today is the day to confront my irresponsible boyfriend...I mean to talk about the situation between me and him...I need to end my crazy feelings for him..he is getting married after all..so there's no need for me to waste my time for him...
I take my phone and message him..."hey..smartass...where are you??are you still alive??"that's how me and him talked to each other.. we are always exchanging a sarcastic words..it's fun and cool...
I know he'll not get my message till noon time coz he is lazy to wake up as early..and I can't blame him for that coz he don't have a reason to wake up so early in the morning..
So after leaving him a message..I started and focus in my work...after a few hours....I take my phone and open my facebook again...which is my second account where the damn moderator is waiting for my replies..I giggle when I remember my stupidness of thinking of him as a girl...goodness!I'm just lucky..I didn't confessed my true feelings about my future ex..it's so f*cking embarrassing...
When I open my messenger..there...i saw his messages...and its so damn cute to think that he's starting to show his feelings..I just can't stop laughing...sometimes guys are easy to manipulate..you gave a little sweetness and they will lost thier control..
"Hey man...goodmorning" i message him and waited for his reply..but I got nothing...
After an hour..my phone beeps..telling me..I recieved a message...so i open it and found that it's from the damn moderator...I giggle again while reading his messages....my mind is running everywhere...I mean my craziness leads me to have fun with him...he is a funny guy..
I chatted with him...and sometimes he is calling me...but I never show my face to him at first..coz I don't like him to read in my face how crazy I am...it might ruin my plan to play with his feelings..damn!I'm a bad girl...
Day by day ...me and him became close to each other...and I never expected that..I was just having fun with him..but why I got attached to him unintentionally?? I even forgot my future ex..
And it's so damn surprising for me..I never intended to lead him to teach me how to forget my future ex..but it's so damn working on me..his funny words makes me forget to open my original account..i stayed in my new account because of him..its funny to think..that my plan against him stabs me back...
