Everything runs smoothly...I have a special friend and a lot of new friends...until one morning..I recieved a messages from my boyfriend..telling me to stop waiting for him...coz his family set the date of his wedding already...and he slowly give a place to a girl in his heart....and yeah I understand that..coz the girl is his future wife...so I don't really mind it...eventhough deep inside of me..i still feel the pain...but i know how to manage my feelings now..
I told him to nevermind me...coz I am alright...I accepted already that me and him are not meant to each other...and he is glad to hear it from me..
Honestly i dont like to tell him the truth..coz i don't like to be the reason to ruin his plan...so i keep on pretending that i am alright...we ended the conversation after of having a very good goodbye to each other...
But I am glad..that i am totally free...totally free from waiting and expecting his comeback.. i should move on and forget him...
After talking to my boyfriend....i log out my old account and open my new one...I open my messenger to check the messages...and there...I saw the kid's messages..the kid who always made me smile....I open his messages. .and I found my self laughing after reading it all..why not?he is acting like a matured man.. a matured man who is capable to build a family when he is not...
After I calm myself from laughing so hard..I type a reply to his messages...
"Hey kiddo ...how are you?"ah..my introduction is boring but I need to control myself from giving him a sarcastic or funny messages...i don't like to ruin his happiness at the moment..
After sometimes..he replied back.."hey sweetheart...I'm fine...how about you?"ah I know he is still in his bed so his messages looks like sleepy too ...
"I am fine...anyway what's makes you think to wrote these kind of messages?"I asked him while giggling...
"What kind of messages sweetheart?I'm still sleepy...so my mind is not really functioning right now..."he explained while yawning...
I giggles again on how cute his emojis are..."ah nevermind it for now.. ..wake up and refresh your head..."I order him instead...
"Come on sweetheart...tell me now.."he begged me with a puppy dog eyes...
But I just mimick his words and laughed at him.."come on sweetheart..tell me now.."
"You're no fun at all..I'm going to sleep again.. "ah..he is acting like a baby again..
"Okey..goodnight..see you later.."I just bid my goodbye and went to start my work...I know he is sleeping already..he is a lazy guy.. a lazy kid.. *chuckles*
Today is the day...me and my boyfriend are officially done...though it still hurts...but I need to accept the reality...the reality which is me and him are no more...he is just a part of my life stories..his part is officially close and done...
