Few days passed ...I don't recieve any messages and calls from him..he ignores me to death like i am infected of Corona virus..even I'm messaging him..he still ignores it...and it irritates me...coz I am starting missing him...I miss his funny words...I miss his mad expression everytime I made fun of him...
So I decided to ignore him too...coz I promised myself not to chase any guys in social media...why should I chase them if they don't like me anymore..I don't like to beg his attention...he don't deserve me...but who am I kidding.. ?deep inside of my body I missed him terribly...
So I eat all my egos.. and message him again...but still no replies from him..he really forgets me..I am so sad for being ignored...but i cannot blame him..it was my fault anyway...I kept on pushing and rejecting him..no matter how sincere he is with his feelings...so I should suck it up..suck my stupidnes of ignoring his feelings...
My day passed in a sad way..I lost my mood in posting in the damn group..I lost my mood replying all the guys in my messenger..I keep on giving the guys an arrogant reply..until they insulted me and blocked me .. but I really don't care about them....coz my mind is screaming of the attention of my special kiddo...but he don't needs me anymore...he don't even miss me...he is a bad guy just like my ex and other guys out there..if they cannot get what they want..they will left you and forget you like you don't exist or you never exist to thier lives...those f*uckers are all the same...
And I am stupid for believing that he won't get tired of chasing me and expressing his feelings....I am stupid for hoping he'll not leave me...I am stupid for believing his sincere feelings....I should know better...those fake feelings are not new for me....goodness!I never learn from my experience...
So after realizing all my stupidness...I plan to delete him and block him to forget him officially...I don't like him no more..I hate him for giving me hope and promising me nonsense things..I hate him for ignoring me and forgetting me...that dumbass kiddo is getting on my nerves..
While I am angrily thinking of the worst scenario in my head..my phone rings stops me from gritting my teeth coz of annoyance to myself and to that s2pid kiddo...that gay maina is really s2pid for ignoring me..I annoyingly check the sh!t caller...and I saw him in the screen.. the s2pid kiddo..the s2pid kiddo still alive...
"Yes....what do you want now huh?"I angrily asked him without giving him a chance to say hello...
"Calm down sweetheart....let me explain first "he slowly tells me...the nerves of this guy....to order me to calm down..who is he?I hate his guts..i really hate him..
