home is where my love is -sunset curve x reader-

three- new clothes

(Your nickname- N/N
By the way, if you are on a computer you can try downloading interactive fics onto your google extensions! It lets you change y/n and n/n into your name! Also, I added a dedication! Thanks to hailipalmer5 for the suggestion to write more! I almost forgot about this book! Enjoy!)

I set the paper down on my lap and stare at it. I can't believe Mom wrote this for me.

"I miss you so much," I whisper. I just wish she were still here to hold me and tell me what to do. That everything is going to be okay. Then a thought flashes through my mind. Now that I've sung... maybe I can get back in the- 

"Carlos told me you'd be out here." I look up and see Flynn standing in front of me. Her arms are crossed and some water lines her eyes.

"Flynn, are you okay?" 

"No, I am NOT okay! You just got kicked out of music! I've been up all night thinking about what I'm going to say!" 

"Can I say somethi-" Flynn interrupts me. 

"No! It's my time to talk! If you are out of music that means we won't be friends anymore. You're going to forget about me and we'll make new friends." 

"That's not going to happen." 

"No, you're right. I won't be making any new friends! The only time I'll see you is when I like your post on instagram. When I click the little heart my heart will hurt. Knowing my best friend left me. Ow my head hurts, do you have any soda?" 

I stare at her, my mouth open in a silent laugh. "Are you done?" 

She looks around thoughtfully for a minute. "Yeah, I guess so." 

"I played the piano and sang again." I say.

"What! Really? That's amazing N/N!!" Flynn exclaims. 

I smile, slightly embarrassed at the attention. 

"What made you play again?" 

"I found this song my mom wrote for me." I hand her the papers. 

"Woah. That's deep stuff." 

"Yeah, I was so scared to play it. Anything music related reminds me of her. But I had to. I realized that's why I should play it. To keep her alive. Also it was like they were just begging me to play them..." Flynn nods in understanding. 

After a minute of awkward silence I interrupt. "Anyway! Let's go to school! We don't want to be late." 

Flynn runs over to my bag and hands it to me as I reach her. Then she gasps. "You have to tell Mrs. Harrison so you can join music again! Double Trouble is baaack!"

"I still don't agree on that name!" As I close the door I see the guys sitting outside. "Oh, hey!" Flynn turns around confused. "Let's hustle!" I cover up my mess up. As she turns around I wave at the boys. 

"Don't worry, we weren't listening!" Reggie calls out. 

Flynn turns around and sees me waving so I cover it up and act as if I was swatting a fly. Wow I am so not sneaky.  

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Flynn and I arrive at Mrs. Harrison's room and tell her about how I sang. No matter how much Flynn pushed, she insisted that it was too late. A new student was starting tomorrow and I couldn't do anything about it. 

When I get home from school, I run upstairs to my room. I can't face my dad right now. It's too much. I can't believe I finally sang, but it was too late. If only I did it one day ago!