be there for you || soonhoon

ten

jihoon
a week. that’s how long jihoon had spent laying in bed, doing absolutely nothing but stare up at his empty ceiling while crying himself to sleep every night. well, at least he tried to sleep. he remembered when he came home that night, his face absolutely dry, yet his eyes had lost focus. he didn’t know what to think. he remembered sitting in his bathtub, staring blankly at the bath of bubbles surrounding him. he looked down at his body and saw it all. red and purple marks littered his body, scratches on his thighs and hips complimenting it all. that’s when it hit him. he’s been assaulted. with the realization setting in, he fell into a state of panic as his breathing quickened, a rush of anxiety washes down on him as he scrubbed harshly at his skin, trying his best to wash away the filth that has surrounded his body. starting to hyperventilate, jihoon held his face in the palm of his hands, breaking down completely. he’s lost trust in everyone, even soonyoung. was that possibly the reason why he hadn’t been showing up to their usual spot this past week? truth be told, he did miss soonyoung. he misses the way soonyoung would hold him, he misses the way soonyoung would mutter sweet words into his ear, he missed it all.

yet, he still couldn’t muster up the courage to meet soonyoung again.