𝐵𝑢𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑙𝑦 𝐷𝑒𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 // 𝑗𝑗𝑘, 𝑦/𝑛, 𝑘𝑡ℎ

54

!! TW !!
(Please don't read ahead if you're uncomfortable with the themes I displayed in the first chapter.)

3rd person POV

"What are you doing y/n?"
Said Jungkook as calmly as he possibly could. He didn't want to startle her.

Y/n turned around with a pain stricken face. But she was still way too close to the edge, thought Jungkook.

He took a step forward, but immediately stopped when y/n cried,"Don't come any closer."

She looked so hurt, and he couldn't take it anymore. The very fact that, he was the reason she felt so much pain - almost broke him completely.

Jungkook's voice broke out desperately,"Y/n come on. You don't have to do this."

Y/n shook her head in disbelief. She was crying properly now. With large tears streaming down her face and stinging each cut that was impaled into her skin.
"What are you talking about? I do have to do this."

Jungkook sobbed as he took a small step forward.
"No you don't. I was coming to your house you know? And I was coming to tell you how sorry I was. I mean I am sorry. You don't understand y/n. I beg you for forgiveness. I realise that I was wrong."

She closed her eyes for a second and sniffled. But the ache in her heart refused to compromise.
"Well you realised a little too late."

Jungkook tried to stay calm. If he was upset, she might mirror his emotions even more and think that jumping off would be the right idea.
"I know that. You're right. Isn't that what you wanted to hear?"

She looked frustrated as she grabbed onto her hair and pulled around.
"Stop telling me this now! Don't you get it? It's over. This is the end of my story! Nothing you say can change my mind."

Jungkook stayed silent for a moment. So did she. And dare they say ... that was the most peaceful moment shared between the two. Amidst the most tragic moment they could face in their lives.

Then he poured his heart out. He let down his stupid and arrogant walls and just let her hear what she needed to hear.
"Y/n. You are worth living for. Your brother, still needs you. I can get you your job back, or an even better one. I can help you. I can change all this. I mean think about everything you love in your life."

I took a step forward .. slowly. She was too immersed in what I was saying.

She looked at Jungkook with such agony in her eyes. Such terror .. it scared him. Yet she was as beautiful as ever.
"I don't love anything anymore. I don't even love myself."

Another small step.
"But you do. Think about it. Last year, when you used to sit at the back of the class and you stared out that window for a ridiculous amount of time. That tree you always stared at. For whatever reason I don't know .. you loved that tree. You love your brother. You love food, tv and laughter and jokes. What about Jimin? Don't you love him? The guy who gave you a chance even when he didn't have to?"

She swallowed trying not to choke on her tears.
"But I don't sit in my seat anymore."

A slower step forward.
"We can ask the teacher to put you back there."