It Gets Dark

2:20am

why does it always end up like this? why do i always end up like this?
laying in bed feeling the same every night every time.
thinking about the same things i always thing about
always
always
always
im so tired,
of being needy
clingy
but i just want someone to hold me, to hug me.
to tell me im worth it, what i do isnt a waste of time and for them to really mean it
but i guess, its just a want
ill always want.