It Gets Dark

1:03am

ive always had a love for writing, for books
being able to read other peoples thoughts
learn how their brain works
especially poetry.
its such a beautiful art, such amazing cluster of words
especially poetry books, they will always have a place in my wreaked brain to stay for as long as i can keep them.
the comfort they bring
the happiness.
it lets me know im not the only addict around here who got a hold of a pen to early.
i dont know if i could ever go anywhere with my writing.
but im amazed by the poets who did what they knew they could.
i think itd have to get better with my grammar though.
to me writing is just thinking, but on paper, or on a screen
which is a little scary because someone could find it like that.
but maybe thats what i want somewhere deep down.
i dont think my writing would ever really help anyone through anything, but it might let them know that everything will be okay
i dont know when, and i cant promise itll be soon
but one day itll come, your happiness and your peace

i love you.