A word everyone knows but not everyone can have...
Words. The day he left me was the moment I fell apart. The moment that made me feel like I couldn't be myself. The moment when I couldn't smile.
I wander the streets. I cried on lonesome nights. I went to parties to help me, but it never did. I was breaking. We could've stayed together longer, but I didn't expect him to leave. I know he's happy with someone else. I know he doesn't miss me. I just can't let him go.
I wanted to go. Go somewhere far away. So the pain can go away, but that won't help. I sit on my bed sobbing. I then get a text. I know it's from him. I want to yell and tell him and make him feel bad. I want him to know.
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I'm just confused on what I did wrong.. And did that bitch just say I never loved his ass. Now I'm pissed. I wiped my tears and text him back.
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I was ready to rant at him. I had tears stream down my face..
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I send it and he called. He called and called. I ignored and I get up. Walk out my door and see a car pass by. It's raining. Oh how much me and him just loved the rain. Memories he will forget about, but I will keep. I walk on the street and that was it. I thought I died. I was in the hospital. In pain. More and more and I cried more and more. You know that feeling when you see the person you never want to see again is there with someone he loves more. It hurts. There he is. With his one and only love. Starring at me crying. The girl comforted him. I closed my eyes.
"I'm sorry...is no excuse, but I love you.." I whisper. His eyes widen as he heard me. Then.
Beep. Beep. Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep-
Love..
A word everyone knows but not everyone can have....
Pain...
The pain I felt and now...I feel no more.
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So i don't think i made anyone cried.....maybe...but i thought about this because this years was a shitty year and trust me i had tons of downfalls. Thank you all sm for 1.6k reads i guess my goal to 2k may be a success maybe...ILYASM and yk the tradition CIAO CIAO BITCHEES-
