The Whispers In Your Head || Katsuki Bakugou

8.

I slowly opened my eyes to the extremely bright sunlight beaming off the all-white furniture in my living room. Relaxing my body as I stretch out slightly and am quickly surprised to see Bakuou beside me.

What the hell exactly happened last night...

My body immediately tenses up, I was laying down next to Bakugou... I shift myself on my side so I was facing him as I scanned his face.

The cuts and bruise contrasted the soft sleepy face he had as his body slowly rose and fell with every soft breath. While he laid there peacefully my heart began beating so hard I could feel the blood pumping in my fingertips. I wanted this to happen, I just never expected myself to be this forward.

Instantly my mind was flooded with doubts, "He's going to think you're easy now" or "he's going to think your just like every other girl throwing themselves at him.." my face slowly dropped as the negative thoughts clouded my mind. Why do I feel guilty for doing something I wanted to do at that moment? I have zero regrets for coming onto him... but did he just reciprocate because I was there?

I looked back over at him as the sun lightly glistened off his face which brought out the lightly painted freckles across the bridge of his nose. Breathing in deep I felt my whole body deflate with the realization that I might have messed up. I need to get out of here, maybe if I get up and just go upstairs hell just leave? That way we don't have to have some awkward conversation about what happened or him apologize that it went that far and maybe we're better friends?

Yeah, that's what I should do... the only problem was I was on the inside of the couch...

I tried maneuvering my body as I slowly sat up trying not to shift the couch or blankets too much. Bakugou's face scrunched a bit which made me freeze in the upright sitting position. I stared down at him hoping he wasn't awake as he let out a soft moan and pulled the covers back over his bare shoulder.

Once I knew it was safe I let out a deep sigh, I hadn't even realized I was holding my breath. After collecting myself I immediately continue moving at a snail's pace feeling the couch slowly shift from the weight change.

"What the hell are you doing right now..."

My whole body freezes as Bakugou's deep voice echoed off the surrounding walls. Feeling large hands reach up around me and pull behind down caused me to stiffen up like a board.

"You weren't going to leave were you?" He growled in my ear as he snuggled in closer.

I could feel my heart beat in my stomach as I stayed stiff. Was he expecting me to do more stuff with him? Was there some ulterior motive to what he just said?

I cleared my throat, "oh I uh thought maybe you'd want to sleep by yourself, I'm sorry for coming down here and taking up all the room.."

Bakugou stared at me as one eyebrow raised, "you're fucking joking right?"

"No I mean you had a long night and I felt kinda bad that I interrupted your sleep" I say quickly.

"Look at the size of you then look at me, you think you took up all the room here?" He immediately began laughing as my face burned red.

I made a pouted face as I turning my side to face him. His face wrinkled a bit as he continued laughing at my remark.

"Well either way I think the girls are coming by here soon and we'll I don't know if I want them to know you stayed over..."

My voice trailed off a bit as he made a face at me, "sure sure I get it you want me out" he raised his hands in defeat before sitting up. I instantly felt regret, but I was just blurting stuff out due to nervousness. Why was I do I always self sabotage.

I sat up as Bakugou pulled his shirt back over his head pulling it down his tan abs. I couldn't help but stare as his eyes finally met mine, "like the view weirdo" he chuckled before sitting on the coffee table across from me putting on his shoes.

Rolling my eyes I changed the subject, "so what are you doing the rest of the day"

"Eh probably work dumb shit and dealing with dumb people. If it was interesting you'd be the first to know"

"Really work on the weekend?"

"Yeah well my job isn't exactly fucking normal let's just say", he let out a chuckle before putting his hands on my knees, "so when can I see you again?"

My heart was slamming into my chest as I felt my eyes widen. He probably just wanted some hookup buddy, or maybe a friend?

"Hello? Please don't reject me for the second time this morning" that big smile and chuckle followed before he continued, "I don't think my big ego could take it"

"Sure give me your phone" I say quickly watching as he pulled out his black iPhone.

"Ooo I like my woman forward" he laughed raising his eyebrows up and down as I shot him a dirty look as I continued typing in my number.

"There you go" I say handing him back his phone.

"Alright well I'll give you a text then," he smiled as we made our way to the front door.

He pulled the door back and stopped himself before turning to face me, "no kiss goodbye?"

I crossed my arms on my chest and started at him, "fine but-" and before I could finish I felt his lips crash into mine. He slowly brought his hand up behind my head letting the kiss linger before slowly pulling away.

"See you around" I give a small nod as I watch him walk down the steps.