The kiss

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 12

You've might already seen a chapter 12 but I literally hated that chapter because I rushed it and idea in general was rubbish.I'll try to write more chapters and on the Christmas breakッ♡ 𝘄𝗲'𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗻𝗼𝘄!

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People surrounded me, making me feel awkward and uncomfortable. Laughter and chatter could be heard from miles away. I was currently in primark trying to make a some what decent cat costume for loz.

Not to mention I'm already late at meeting them,I was to busy making tiktoks. Which,now I think about it, was a waste of time as I probably won't post them...

I shuffled slowly,trying to make my way past people without disturbing them. Out if the corner of my eye, I see a plain black dress. That'll have to do. Ignoring my phone that's currently ringing, I jog my way over to the dress. This would match with the cat ears I got (and a black makeup pencil thingy).

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Already late, I made my way to the entrance of the shopping centre,as it was the place we said we would meet afterwards. Panic running through me, I notice that they aren't here. My head wipes around,as if it was apart of the Olympics. "There you are!" A soft voice says. I immediately know who that is, "we've been looking for you, thought you were missing," another girl,who was lily, started chuckling. "Sorry. I was,Uhmm..., just filming a few tiktoks," I managed to get out, feeling embarrassed for the reason why I didn't join them. Kt started chuckling "that's why you were late?"

"I'm cold," em randomly said
"Can we go home now?" By home, she meant sebb's.

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𝗵𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁𝘆 𝗮𝘁 𝗸𝘁'𝘀
8:20 𝗽𝗺

"Come on, you look hot. Everybody will be particularly drooling for you. Sebb included."

I was in the bathroom with kt,trying on the Halloween outfit she got me. Surprisingly, I was a vsco boy, as Katie would say,hot vsco boy.

"No."
"What?"
"You heard me,no. He might like me, but he'll never date me."  I repeated,more kindly.
"We'll never have a future together," I added sternly. It's true,as much as I wish it wasn't, I'll never have the guts to make the first move and I can hardly put my trust in sebb to make the first move no matter how close we are.

Kt put her hands on my shoulders and said "you'll always have a future together,wether that's a day,week,month or years. Friends or not. Believe in the unbelievable."

She then,powerfully,turned around on her heels and left. I was alone with the deafening voices in my head.

What did she mean by that?
Does she know something I don't?

Was the only thing running through my head.
No Monty,you're just over thinking it...

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I walk into the main room,which is where the party is, and spot sebb talking to a girl. She looked a bit like Emma Watson,just with darker hair.

I don't know why,but i felt like somebody had just took my heart and dropped it on the floor. It's not like we're dating...but I wish we were.
Stop it Monty.

I whip my head,now facing the direction I came through, fighting back the tears that are dangerously close to escaping my eyes. I don't want to cry here. I don't want to look vulnerable in front of everybody. Not in front of sebb.

"Are you oka- oh," lily immediately saw the tears,which I didn't even know I was crying, streaming down my face like a river. My eyes were so full of the salty tears that I couldn't even see out of my eyes no more, it was blurry.

She immediately wrapped her arms around me,pulling me closer,giving me a hug. A hug I didn't even know I needed. I lent my head on her shoulder,not even attempting to stop the tears streaming down my face. I wished I was doing this with sebb.
But no. Never.

"Are you gu-" kt immediately stopped midway through the sentence and noticed something monty didn't. Still feeling her presence,Monty reluctantly turned around. Immediately regretting it straight after.