Coming back || Sequel to Summer Romance

6 | Regretting

I spent the rest of my day sitting in my room. I regretted coming. My heart was broken again by Tony and I didn't know what to do. On top of that, I was super worried about Jason. He hadn't reached out at all. I hoped he was okay, but I felt too dirty to message him. I was over here telling another man that I love him, but I have an amazing guy waiting for me at home.

My mom knocked softly on my door. I called for her to come in and she walked inside, a sweet smile on her face.

"You alright, Peter?" She asked softly.

I nodded, "yeah, yeah, I'm fine."

"When Tony had left, he had been acting really weird." She frowned.

"Yeah, we were arguing. No big deal."

She looked at me with a confused look. "Arguing? That's... strange. You guys never argued before." She sat beside me on my bed.

"Mom, do you ever feel trapped? Like you want something to happen but it can't?" I looked at her with sad eyes and she went silent for a moment.

"I... I know what this is about. Peter, do you have feelings for Tony?" She asked.

My heart sank and I started to tear up. Before I knew it, I was balling in my mothers' arms. I tried to talk through the tears. "I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't. I love him so much, mom. It's not fair."

She let out some sighed and rubbed my back comfortingly, letting me cry on her shoulder. "I know, Peter, but listen to me. I know that it hurts, but you have to let it go. It's going to be hard, but Tony is married and he's happy."

Her words felt like knives running into my heart over and over and over again. I knew that she was right, but fuck I didn't want her to be right. I wanted Tony so bad, and this wasn't fair.

I knew what I had to do. I had to somehow convince Jason to come out here.