Concrete Angel (Zerrie)

Chapter 7

I sat on the floor for ten minutes, Jesy's arms around me. I was crying into her shoulder, the positive test sat on the floor where it fell. I couldn't get the word out of my head, "pregnant." This can't be happening. My chest tightened, Jesy didn't say a word, she just hugged me. I felt my world was crashing down around me. How am I going to take care of a baby? That memory of the night with Luke flooded my mind. I felt dizzy.

"I will be here for you through all of it." Jesy finally said, softly. "What ever your decision is."

Fear crept inside in me. How am I going to tell my parents, Zayn. How will I tell Luke.

"What am I going to do."  I said, my voice breaking. 

Jesy sat back and looked at me. Her green eyes filled with sorrow.

"I don't know, baby." She said, softy. "but you need to do what's best for you."

"I have no idea what that is."  I said.

"How about this,  I will schedule you an appointment with Dr. Aspen tomorrow morning just to make sure. She is the best doctor out there. Then after we know, we can decide. How about we keep this quiet until we know for sure."

I smiled. "Thank you, Jesy. You are seriously the bestest friend anyone could ask for."

"Now let's get rid of these before Zayn gets here."

She put the test inside its box and put it in the bottom of my trashcan, covering it with toilet paper.

"There, he'll never know." She said.

I got off the floor and turned on the water. I splashed the cool water on my face, my nerves calmed instantly. Jesy handed me a towel. I dried off my face and we both headed back to the room.

"So what's the plan for the night?" Jesy asked.

I sat on my bed, crossing my legs.

"Um, I'm not sure. We will figure it out when Zayn gets here."

As the words came out, Zayn came through the window, his bag first which hit the floor with a thud and then he appeared.

"I heard my name." He  said.

'Zayn, you do know Perrie has a front door, right?"

"Yes, Jessica I do but this is way more fun." He grinned and walked over to me, planting a kiss on my cheek. "So what are my two favorite ladies doing today?"

"We are good." Jesy said, answering for the both of us.

"How are you feeling?" Zayn asked me.

"I'm fine, hungry." I said.

"How about we order pizza." He offered

"ooo, pizza!"

Jesy laughed. "Let's hope it stays down."

"I will force to stay down!" I said.

Jesy and Zayn shook their heads.

"What?" I said.

"Oh, nothing." Jesy said, hitting me with a pillow.

"Hey!" I said, picking up a pillow and throwing it at her.

Jesy and I laughed,

"Shh, do you want pizza or not!" Zayn yelled over our laughter, his phone to his ear. That only made Jesy and I laugh harder. He sighed and left the room.

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Z.

"Okay, so the pizza will be here in about thirty minutes." I said, walking back into Perrie's room. Perrie and Jesy were in a hushed conversation. They stopped talking and looked over at me.