Never give up

Watch what you say

(A/N) I know my tenses are all over the place, I hope you still understand what I'm writing? I also want to edit my story, so that most of the mistakes are fixed but I can't really be bothered to and school is getting quite busy just. So, I might not be able to update as often. I hope you can bare with me!
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Alex POV
I let out a loud burp after I finish my dinner in about five minutes. I mostly tuned out of Newt and Minho's conversation but there were some parts if their conversation that caught my attention like, 'griever' and 'serum'.
"Alex! That was so unladylike!" Newt exclaimed.
"Trust me, I'm no lady." I say back. It's true, I slouch when I sit, I sometimes use my hands to eat food, depending on the food of course.
"And just when I thought you were my type!" Minho says.
"Oh please, when am I anyone's type?" I say while pushing my bowl into the middle of the table. I look up and see Minho nudge Newt with his arm. I glare at Minho and show him my awesome 'driver gestures'. Newt just looks at me as if he was a deer that got struck by a truck.
"We've got a feisty one over here!" Minho yells, everyone turns their heads over to our table.
"Problem?" I say to them. They all immediately turn back around, I give a smug look to Newt and Minho. They both just shake their heads.
"You know, your heads are going to eventually fall off if you keep on doing that." I say smugly.
"And what would you do if that happens?" Minho asks.
"Let me get back to you in that one. I'm going to hit the hay, Newt I have no idea where I'm going so can you show me please?" I sat while batting my eyelids.
"Hay is for horses!" Minho says. I roll my eyes and wait for Newt's reply.
"Ok, let me take your plates to Frypan."
"Ok, thank you!" I shout as he is walking away. I turn back and face Minho who is wagging his eyebrows.
"You two just can't keep your eyes off each other! Also, how long do you think you'll be having little Newt's and Alex's?" He says.
"Get over yourself, at least one thing I know for certain that there won't be any little Minho's running about." I smirk.
"You didn't say no to little Newt's!" He nearly yells.
"Seriously! I just got here! I basically know nobody!" I say much quieter. He must of saw the look on my face because he immediately drops the smile on his face. I lean back in my chair and protectively cross my arms across my stomach.
"I'm sorry, I was only meaning it as a joke." Minho says
"I know but it still doesn't make it ok. You never know how the person might take it." I say. I see Newt walking back from Frypan. I stand up and look at Minho.
"See you tomorrow." He nods his head. I turn on my heel and walk out, hopefully Newt walking behind me.
"Hey what happened in there? Minho doesn't look like his normal self." Newt says. Apart from the fact that he said he was wanting little Alex's and Newt's running around then I'm fine and dandy.
"Nothing happened, he must not be feeling well." I say uncertainly, I don't think Newt believes me with the look he gives me. He stops me and grabs my hand to make me face him.
"Alex, tell me what happened. You can trust me." He says. I can't give, I can't give in.
"Well, he said he wanted little Newt's and Alex's running round and I told him to watch what he says because he doesn't know how the person might take it. That's all." I quickly look away because I can feel my cheeks beginning to burn.
"I'll talk to him about it tomorrow. You look tired, you can have the bed. I can get a sleeping bag from one of the cupboards." I'm too tired to argue.
"Ok." We walk in a peaceful silence until we get to our room. I walk and over the bed and realise that I have nothing else to wear.
"Hey Newt? Can I borrow one of your shirts? A long one preferably." He goes to a little drawer and rummages around until he brings a black shirt out.
"Will this do?" He asks.
"It should.." I take the shirt and realise that he is still in the room. I make a 'turn around' gesture with my hands. He turns around and I quickly change. The shirt comes down to mid-thigh, so at least it's long.
"You can back around now." I say.
"You look good in my shirts p." he says while smirking. I roll my eyes and climb into the bed.
"I'm going to get a sleeping bag." He says.
"Ok." He leaves the room and I start to close my eyes. I'm about to fall into the black abyss of sleep when I hear Newt walk back in.
"G'night Alex." I hear him whisper before I fall into a deep sleep. I get a better sleep because this time I have no memories or nightmares.