"Matthew!" I heard a voice yell.
I knew the voice. The beautiful I love to hear. I didn't look up. I was ashamed mostly. I felt the railing shake and looked over to see Avery beside me.
No.
"Get back over there" I said.
I was more nervous than I was angry.
"No" she said and just looked at me.
She had no sign of nervousness or fear.
"If you're going, I'm going with you" she finished.
"No Avery" I said.
"Matt, you're not going to leave without me" she said.
I saw her tear stained cheeks and the worry in her eyes. I couldn't do this. I can't leave her.
"You climb over first" I nodded.
"No, we climb over together" she said.
I took her hand and we climbed over at the same time. I couldn't look at her. I was too disappointed in myself.
"Matthew never do that again I was scared to death and the only reaso-" she started to talk, but I couldn't resist.
I smashed my lips onto hers, but she didn't kiss back. I pulled away slowly and looked down.
"I'm sorry.." I muttered "I couldn't resist."
She looked as if she was going to cry.
"No I'm sorry.." She said almost in a whisper.
She then ran off of the balcony and down the stairs. All I heard was the door slam and I was left standing there.
What just happened? Is she still mad?
What was that? She didn't just come to 'save me' then leave. Who would do that. I'm so confused I don't even know what's going on.
Avery's POV
I couldn't take it. I went out onto the balcony and looked at the view of New York.
Beautiful.
I then heard rattling and heavy breathing.
I leaned over the railing a bit to see if I could see what was making the noise.
I then saw it.
Matt.
He has climbed over the railing. He was going to jump. I couldn't let this happen. I bolted out of the balcony and down the stairs.
"Where are you going?" Sammy yelled as I ran past him.
I didn't answer. I needed to help Matthew. He couldn't do this. I got my key I had had of the kitchen counter and ran down the all to our room.
I unlocked the door which seemed to take forever and ran to the balcony.
"Matthew!" I said.
He was going to jump.
No matter how much I was mad at him I still loved him and I wasn't going to let him leave me. I climbed over the railing and stood beside him.
He told me to go back over but I wouldn't.
"If you're going, I'm going" I said.
We both climbed back over the railing after some convincing. I was in the middle of what you should call lecturing Matt when he kissed me.
I didn't kiss back. I couldn't.
I don't feel right. He pulled away and looked at me.
"I'm sorry.. It's just" he said and looked down with embarrassment.
"No I'm sorry." I said.
Tears were swelling up in my eyes as I ran down the stairs and out the door.
I didn't want to talk to anyone. I wanted to just be alone. I can't take this anymore. What's wrong with me?
I walked back to Sammy's room and went into the living room.
"Where'd you go?" Sammy asked concerned.
"To do something I had to do.." I said and walked up the stairs.
I didn't want to talk about it. I needed time to think and tune out the world. I decided to go for a run since I had been eating so unhealthy ever since I came on tour with the guys.
I put on my black athletic shorts and a black nike sports bra along with a pink tank top. I slipped on my tennis shoes and grabbed my ear phones.
I sighed and walked down the stairs.
Sammy looked up from his phone and he gave me a confused look.
"I'm going for a run." I stated.
"Okay. Have fun" he smiled.
I turned around and started walking to the door. I could feel Sammy watching me. I could see him out of the corner of my eye looking at me up and down.
I didn't bother saying anything and walked out of the hotel room.
I went down the elevator and went into the lobby. I went out of the hotel and found a place to run. It was pretty hot considering it was summer.
I put in my earbuds in and started to run. I listened mostly to one direction and five seconds of summer.
Basic.
I turned on some Shawn and Ed Sheeran. I loved both of their music. I ended up running and walking a mile and then a mile back to the hotel.
It relieved some stress from me and I was satisfied. I went back to Sammy's hotel and he wasn't in there. I found a note in the kitchen.
"Meet and greet starts in half an hour. Be down there! Show is in the hotel! Ask girl at front desk in lobby for directions! -Sammy" I read in my head.
I didn't have any of my clothes or essentials so I had to go back to Matt's room. Hopefully he wasn't in there.
I walked to Matt's room and quietly unlocked the door and walked in. I checked around to see if Matt was there and thankfully he wasn't.
I walked into our bedroom and slipped into the shower. I quickly shaved and washed.
I got out and put on an old t-shirt and pajama shorts. I blow dried and straightened my hair and put on my normal makeup routine.
I ran into our room and changed into a short sleeve floral crop top and a black skater skirt. I put on my white converse and put on perfume and grabbed my purse and phone.
I ran to the elevator and went into the lobby. I found the lady at the front desk and she showed me where to go.
I walked in through the back and heard millions it seemed like of screaming fans. I found Lucy and sat down beside her.
"There you are" she said.
She seemed happy.
"Hi" I smiled.
"Oh my gosh Jack planned this super cute date and it was adorable." She squealed.
"So you've made up?" I asked.
"Yes!" She laughed.
I laughed along with her and sat back. I saw Matt look over at me and he looked sad.
Just like Jack did, but more.
What have I done?
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Worthless (Matt Espinosa Fanfic)
Hayran Kurgu'I've fallen in love with a girl who's broken. I plan to fix her'