She Will Be Loved

Over Again

hey guys(: so im writing another one direction fanfiction cause i just love writing so much! i hope you enjoy it!

im still writing my other book: Hate Turns Into Love(one direction), so go read if you want to<3

here's a little intro to my story so you get a feel on what it's about!(:

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Natalie's POV:

I stumbled to my room hoping my dad wouldn't follow. I shut the door tight and collapsed on the floor. I couldn't handle the pain anymore.

My dad is an abusive drunk and my mom is not around once again because she's always at "work".

If only she knew.

I look at my legs, there's a big indent on my right leg where he punched me and its bleeding like crazy, I try to get up to see the rest of the damage he did to my body, but i failed.

I was weak.

Will anyone ever love me?

I manage to crawl my way to the bathroom that is in my room, i felt the cold tiles against my skin since my clothes now had rips all over them.

I used the towel holder to hold myself up and give my body support.

I looked in the mirror, i don't look good.

The happy girl that i once was a long time ago was completely gone.

im going to need to use makeup to cover up the bruise on my face tomorrow.

the tears were streaming down my face, but im used to it by now.

All i could think of was, what did i do to deserve this?

My dad has been like this for a while now, i don't know why he started drinking he had a good life but he ruined it.

And now he's ruining mine.

I can't go to school anymore because everyone would see the cuts and bruises. Then everyone would know and no one can know. it's hard cause im only seventeen.

The only time i can go to school is if there's no visable brusies on my face or if im lucky the odd time he doesn't come home for the night.

i can't escape i have no where to go.

He told me if i left he would find me anyways.

That thought always scared me.

I crawl towards my bed and struggle to climb into it but i finally do.

This is the only time i get alone. some nights i barely get any sleep.

I can't relax knowing he's in the same house as me, and because im in to much pain.

It feels inpossible to fall asleep some nights.

I pray tomorrow will be a better day, but seeing how it always ends up it probablly won't be.

i slowly start to drift off into an uncomfortable sleep.......

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there's the intro! :D

i really hope you like it(:

please vote, fan,comment! it would mean a lot<3

love yousss<3

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