She Will Be Loved

12. why cant you love me?

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Harry's POV:

We just finished dinner and I was bored to death.

Me and the boys were sitting in the lounge doing absolutely nothing. like really were on vacation were supposed be having fun and not just sitting around.

I noticed Natalie and Niall weren't around. Of course Niall was with Natalie. he hogs her all the time.

I know I probably sound jealous but I cant help my feelings. Why does everyone always get the girl but me?

It was driving me insane that I didn't know where they were so I was hoping one of the boys would know.

"Where's Natalie and Niall" I said asking all of them.

"Uh I think they went swimming" Zayn said quietly.

"Oh! we should go swimming again" I said hoping someone would come.

"I think were good we were in there for hours already mate" Louis said now smiling at me.

"Fine I will go alone then" I said as I was walking towards the door.

Great I don't want things to be awkward out here but I want to spend time with Natalie to.

I still had my swim trunks on so all I had to do was take off my shirt when I got there. I walk out the sun hitting my face. I smile looking at the palm trees. it's so hot here. I'm defiantly not used to this weather.

I was about to step off the deck and run to the water but my feet stopped me from moving.

In my view I seen Natalie and Niall in the water. she has her legs wrapped around him.

They slowly started to lean in and kiss.

I turned away immediately not being able to look at them.  My heart shattered into a million pieces looking at them.

It feels like everything around me is going to crash in burn.

I started walking away from them. I don't know where i'm going but I know I cant handle being here right now.

It hurts. I actually had feelings for Natalie.

Love sucks.

I spot a club and decide to go to it. What do I have to loose right?

I walk in to blaring music, bight lights and people dancing everywhere.

I immediately make my way over to the bar. Drinking my problems away once again.

If I cant have her I might as well get drunk and take someone else home right?

This is it i'm done caring for people when obviously no one else cares for me.

"Keep the shots coming it's gonna be a long night" I say to the bartender.

Natalies POV:

I cant sleep.

I've been tossing and turning all night

I had another nightmare so now I cant fall back asleep.

I wish Niall was here to cuddle me. we all have separate rooms though. but I get so scared when I have nightmares.

Thanks a lot dad.

i'm so messed up because of my dad.

All the sudden I hear a loud thud coming from the bottom of the stair case. What if that's my dad? how could he even find me though?

What am I going to do if its him? should I go look? what happens if its one of the boys and they hurt themselves.

I finally gained enough courage to see whats going on.

I open my door and tip-toe to the stairs being as quiet as I can.

I get a closer look at the bottom of the stair case and see its harry. what the hell is he doing?

When I reach the bottom if the stairs I can smell a strong stench of alcohol. he's been drinking.

"Harry what are you doing?" I said getting concerned.

"Why do you care" He said slurring his words.

Well then, someone's a grumpy drunk...

"I'm gonna bring you up to your bed" I said quietly trying not to wake anyone up.

"Whatever" He replied coldly.

After what seemed like forever we made it to Harry's room.

I laid him on the bed and gently put his convers over him.

"Goodnight Harry"

He wasn't responding. I sighed and started leaving his room. what has been up with him lately?

He's acting like he hates me.

As I was shutting the door I heard Harry whisper "Why can't you love me"

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