Random sokeefe oneshots

Sasha Sloan Older - Keefe

Hi guys! I hope you enjoyed the last two stories! Not going to lie, it's pretty hard. But that's ok! Because it's super fun! But I'm not really good at coming up with ideas, so if you have an idea(that i can use), that'd be great! Well, here's the next thing I made. It's how Keefe's life relates to the song Older By Sasha Sloan! The Lyrics of the song are italicized. Well, I hope you enjoy!

I used to shut my door

I'd hide in my room to paint

while my mother screamed in the kitchen,

mommy dearest is a leader of the Neverseen, of course she would scream every once in a while.

I'd turn the music up get high and try not to listen,

drawing would get my mind off of things

to every little fight

battles that we've lost

cause neither one was right

we all have our faults, even the council

I swore I'd never be like them

"Because our family doesn't decide who we are, We decide who we are." - Keefe, Everblaze

but I was just a kid back then

I would do errands for evil mommy dearest even though she was bad

the older I get

now I'm 16

the more that I see

I know that she's part of the bad team

my parents aren't heroes

they both are the worst, and they don't care about me 

they're just like me

messed up broken

and loving is hard,

how could I love them, they don't love me

it don't always work

Sophie loves Fitz

you just try your best not to get hurt

"I know, I crack a lot of jokes, Sophie. But that's just because it easier, you know? That's how I deal. But I care, I really do."

I used to be mad

My parent's don't care and my mom betrayed me

but now i know

she's part of the neverseen.

sometimes it's better, to let someone go

I let Sophie be with Fitz

it just hadn't hit me yet 

I never knew people but foster cared about me

the older i get

i'm turning 17

...

I used to wonder why

why did my parents never love me?

why they could never be happy

why did they never smile or let us have family dinners

I used to close my eyes 

I would close my eyes and see warm brown ones

and pray for a whole 'nother family

I want Sophie's family

where everything was fine,

she has the most perfect life

one that felt like mine

I wish her parents were mine (well maybe not Grady)

I swore I'd never be like them

It's why I always pull pranks and be immature

but I was just a kid back then,

I'm trying to grow up

the older I get the more that I see

I see that they never loved me and that they we're always bad

my parents aren't heroes

my mom's a villan

they're just like me

messed up and broken

and loving is hard

how  can I keep loving Sophie when she doesn't love me?

it don't always work

She's in love with Fitz

you just try your best

But I'll always be by her side

not to get hurt

I can't tell Sophie I love her until I know she loves me.

I used to be mad

I hated my parents because they always forgot about me.

but know I know

yah, I know about my "legacy"

sometimes it's better to let someone go

even if it means letting Sophie be with Fitz

it just hadn't hit me yet

i didn't know that they we're doing this because they loved me

the older I get

now I know more

... 

the older I get 

I'm almost 17

the more that I see

I see that more people than Sophie care about me

my parent's aren't heroes

daddio is always forgetting about me, and mommy dearest is a villan

they're just like me

messed up and broken

and loving is hard,

it's hard to love people who don't love me

it don't always work

I tried loving Sophie but she's with Fitz

you just try your best

I'll always stay by her side

not to get hurt

This is why I can't tell Sophie I love her

I used to be mad

My parents always got on my nerves, telling me what to do and never asking if I was ok.

but know I know

I know they did this because they so called "love me"

sometimes it's better to let someone go

I didn't after my mom when I knew she was with the Neverseen

it just hadn't hit me yet

I didn't know Sophie really loved me

the older I get.

the older I get, the more that I know.

that I love Sophie.