Forthbeam One-Shots/ Short-Stories

Journey to You (Part 2)

Forth's POV

I will see him again.
Maybe, this will be the last time. Maybe, after this, I can forget him.

Oh! Who am I kidding? Like that would ever happen.

He will get married in a few days. 
I don't know who he is marrying and honestly, I don't really care.
She must be worthy enough for him to chose her to spend the rest of his life with.
At least, I hope she is.

Anyways, as for him and me, we met for the first time when we were eight. We clicked instantly and became inseparable ever since.
When we turned seventeen we started dating. 

We were so happy back then. Everything was just too perfect before it all shattered a year ago.

We were coming back after celebrating our sixth anniversary when we met with an accident. He took most of the damage as he pushed me out of the way. He saved me, but he went into coma for two months.

When he regained consciousness, he didn't know me. He didn't know anyone, including himself.

Gradually, he was introduced to everyone and was taught everything, but he just drifted away from me. He reconnected with everybody but me. It felt like he choose not to know me.

Then one day, he came up to me and said, " Let's never see each other again."
Before I could even comprehend the situation, he was gone. He just left. I tried so fucking hard to reach him, but he just disappeared only to come back ten days ago.

I was so shocked when my assistant told me that he wanted to see me. I wanted to rush out of my office, pull him in my arms and never let go, but I knew I shouldn't. He made it clear that I wasn't needed in his life when he went away.

My Beam was near, but he wasn't mine anymore.
He didn't know me. I was a stranger to him.

When he entered my cabin, I wanted to look at him, but I couldn't lift my head up. I couldn't bring myself to see him.
I didn't know why he was there, but my curiosity was answered soon when he kept the invitation on my desk.

In that moment, I new that my decision to avoid looking at him was right. If I had seen his face full of happiness, I would have died.

I didn't know how to react. I wanted to lash out at him and ask him so many questions, but I couldn't speak up.

I gave up. I fully gave up every hope I had in that moment. He wouldn't remember me. He didn't even try.
My Beam was gone.

When he went out, he slammed the door so hard that it made a loud sound and that made everything even more real.

It was that moment when I, finally, broke down. I couldn't control myself. I couldn't ignore the pain. It was too much.

I destroyed my whole office  and cried for hours until I couldn't anymore. He was never coming back and I have to live with that. 

Beam's parents didn't think that I would want to be there, so they skipped inviting me.
When they got to know that Beam invited me himself, they knew I would go. So they asked to to come early as they wanted to know how I was and what I had been up to lately. They want to me to stay with them till wedding.

They were like second parents to me while growing up. I couldn't say no to them. Hence, here I am getting ready to meet them. I know they must be happy.

As for me, I am supposed to be happy because the love of my life is going to be the happiest, but I am not.
Still, I would go because he asked me to. I have never said 'no' to him in my life. He is too precious to not get what he wants. 

I check myself and leave the room.

I will keep my emotions in check. They all deserves happiness.

I get out of my house and walk to my car. I ask my driver to take me to the resort.

That place witnessed our last happy moments together. I guess it will also witness our last moments together. I don't think I would ever be ready to meet him after the wedding.

Even if I fully destroy myself, I have to do this for him and I guess I deserve a closure too.
Let's get this over with.

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This is angst, but I promise you it will have a happy ending.
I hate sad endings.

I will publish part 3 soon.
Until then, goodbye.

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