Forthbeam One-Shots/ Short-Stories

Journey to You (Part 3)

Beam's POV

".....and then I will bring you back here. So stop complaining. Will you?" I spoke laughingly. I feel so happy.

However, suddenly, I can't see anything anymore, but I hear a loud scream.

What in the world is going on? It hurts.........

God!
This is the second day I woke up panting. What is wrong with my dreams?

I guess this resort isn't good for me.
I have been here for two days and both days were filled with nightmares.
One moment, I am laughing and the next moment, I feel pain all over my body.
Also, what's with the scream?

I have no idea why my parents choose this place for wedding. Maybe I do.
I mean this place is beautiful.

My parents said that I would come here time to time, so maybe those dreams are my memories, but I didn't remember a single thing in a year so I doubt few days here would do the trick.

Kim is a nice girl. Her parents and mine are really good friends. They arranged our marriage.
I didn't have a reason to reject so I went along with their plan.

Mom and dad have planned a small get-together today.
I have been trying to sleep all day so I have no idea who is here.
I guess I have to go out soon.

I get out of bed and get ready.
It's seven in the evening now and dinner will be in an hour.

I check my appearance before I leave the room.

I could hear sounds of laughter from the dining area, but when I get a little closer, I realize who is in there with my parents.

Forth is here.

That Jerk!
We met after so long and he ignored me.
Pha said he wasn't okay, but look at him. He is laughing rightnow.

Without knowing, my feets started moving faster as I rush towards them.

There he is, sitting with my parents, looking like he his having the best time of his life.

I am pretty sure I want to strangle him.
I am furious.
He didn't even look at me that day and simply asked me to leave.

He said that he was my boyfriend for six years when I woke up from coma, but I left him for six months and he didn't even miss me?

He didn't even try to reach me. He let me leave so easily then.
Was he that relieved?

Suddenly, I feel like I am suffocating.
I leave towards the beach hastily.
As soon as I feel like I am far enough, I fall on my knees and break down.

I can't help it. I know I was wrong when I left him suddenly, but I had no choice.

I was so confused back then. I didn't know anything about myself, but I was supposed to be someone's boyfriend.
I didn't feel like it was fair for him.

He was so good to me.
He was the first person I saw when I woke up. He was holding my hand that time. People told me that he was with me every moment even when I wasn't awake.
How could I have been a burden to someone like him? So I decided to let him leave.

When I told my parents about it, they supported me. They felt the same.

I thought that he would try to reach me and maybe I wanted him to not let me go, but he never tried to contact me.
Heck I didn't even change my number, but he didn't call.

If he is that close with my parents, he could have asked them about me.
But he didn't.
My parents told me that he decided to move on. It pained me.
So when my parents asked me to accept marriage proposal, I did.

I may not have any memories from our past, but I know for sure that I fell for him again.

If my feelings for him are that strong, then why are his so weak.

I am currently sitting on the beach with my hands on my knees, wallowing in my thoughts.
I can't stop my tears. I don't know if I am more sad or more mad.

Suddenly, I hear," You know.... You are supposed to be enjoying last days of bachelor life."

I know who is behind me.
I don't know why he is here. Wasn't he ignoring me?

I just pretend that I didn't hear him, look down and I close my eyes, letting more tears escape.

I feel him come near and sit next to me. I can feel his gaze, but I don't want to look up.

"You are shivering." He whispers as he comes close and put a jacket on me.
When he is about to get away from me, I don't know why I look up to him.

He is looks at me back.
We make an eye-contact, for the first time after six months.

I don't hold back anymore and burst into tears.

He looked so shocked for a moment.
Then he pulls me in his arms. I clutch his shirt tightly and hug him tightly as I break down into tears.

Even if he didn't miss me, I missed him so much.
Even if he let me go, I still waited for him everyday.

Pha said he needed closer.
He was wrong.
I needed closer.
He had moved on.

I guess these days before wedding will be my closer.
I will move on.

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I have no idea why I an writing angst again.
Maybe I am just being dramatic, but bear with me.
Next chapter will solve all the issues.
At least I hope so.
Hope my mood stays okay when I write next chapter unlike rightnow.

Anyway, leave your comments.
Enjoy reading!!!!