☆Trying to move on☆
Months have passed by since the graduation.
It wasn't a pleasent one. Luke's mother was really ill by that time. She is now recovering.
The graudation day Luke felt like dying. He didn't hear his speech.
He just hoped to see him storm into the room and run towards his arms.
But it didn't happen.
He hoped he would be his date to prom.
But he wasn''t.
Luke suffered from depression and anorexia, and he is now under treatment.
He is feeling a little bit better.
He realized his life without Michael was miserable, and even more if he continued to think about him.
He stopped listening those sad songs that remained him of that man.
He gave his guitar away.
He deleted the youtube channel.
He got a job, at Starbucks, but it was something.
He was trying to move on with his life, trying to forget that he used to have the ability to love someone. He just feels like he cannot love anyone in this world anymore.
Not even one word of him, not even one.
He stopped seeing Ashton and Calum too. They just remained him so much of his past. Everytime he met with them they stared at him with those sad eyes...
His life isn't the way he planned it to be. He always use to think of a future next to Michael, living happily. But it seemed impossible.
He never thought his life would turn out like this.
Sometimes he wonders if Michael looks up and sees the stars and thinks about him. Or if he goes to the lake. Or if he wanted to go to the graudation. Or if he also hates his life.
It's been 3 fucking years, 3. Everything feels so close yet so far away.
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trapped under your spell↠muke
FanfictionMichael Clifford is a troublesome kid, trying to fall in love... without messing things up.
