::Serenity::
Never underestimate what you think is obliviousness. Pay attention to each word you encounter upon a person's thoughts. Such imbeciles to the world are the ones I can infuriate easily when it comes to whether I want to stay or go. I'm not stupid. This was my plan all along but right now I am just speaking through my conscious so that one can be aware of my indefinite actions towards him; Jacob. Playing that game with him was of course something I was unaware of at first but after stalling for some time, I got my connections through to the people I needed most at the moment and my hopes were only high that they'd all come through for me. I steady floated around the guest room bathroom, looking at my body flipped over and lifeless in the bathtub. It wasn't funny at all that I did this to myself but he deserved this; a lesson that is. I was tired as it is of being treated this way so I decided to use my ingenuity this time and actually save myself from going through all of this again, as a young woman whom still had a lot to do ahead of her rather I had someone beside me or not. I needed to do this for myself.
I left my presence for a moment and walked downstairs to see what Jacob was doing. He laid there on the couch ever so undisturbed. He watched television silently and seemed to have been falling asleep a bit. I wanted him to find me sooner than later. I wanted him to feel anxiousness and feel the need to go and get help other than trying to hurt me even more. After watching him for some moments at a time, I finally went back into the bathroom. My body was now lighter in complexion than before, almost grey as if I was completely dead and I was. I just knew that when I'd be found it'd be freakier than intended so if I were to be taken to a hospital, it'd be hard for me to wake up and I actually didn't quite know if I would wake back up. If I couldn't then that was on me because I harmed myself which was wrong from the beginning. I'd get a consequence for it and if that was the reality of dying, so be it. I had to be ready for it and being the fact that I willingly done this to myself, I deserved it if that's what is best for the world. It is okay... slowly slipping back into my bodily presence, I feel whole all over again but I know not for long I won't because spiritually, I'm no longer breathing but sinking into the depths of negativity is what I sense.
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::Jacob::
A smile crept on my face once I finished getting ready. I rolled up my sleeves to my white collared shirt and popped my collar, just for satisfaction of my look. Running my fingers though my hair, I left my bedroom and switched off the lights. I made my way to the guest room that I had placed Serenity in. After our little game I commanded her to take a shower and get ready, but I'm not sure if she listened or not. I saw her walk down stairs when I was relaxing on the couch for some time but I didn't notice what she was doing so I let her be. Walking into the room, I noticed everything completely destroyed and out of place. It set me in awe especially viewing the things written on the wall in paint, I believe. I shook my head while reading the little message she left for me. 'GO TO HELL YOU PSYCHOTIC BASTARD' It angered me and I was more than ready to give her a piece of my mind, or should I say my fists.
"Serenity James!" I yelled, slamming the bathroom door into the wall once I busted inside.
I came to a stop by gripping my hand onto the doorknob and saving myself from slipping into water that was spread across the floor. My eyes scattered, leading straight to a sight I never sought to see in my life. Her precious, little body was flipped over lifelessly floating in the tub. I react on impulse and run over to the bathtub immediately grabbing her body and pulling it from the water that seemed to be cold by setting. I held her and removed her damp curls from her face. What has she done? If this is her revenge against me it most definitely worked. I am beyond freaked out. I never brought myself to realize that I'd drive her so crazy and see her dead. Even if I did threaten her of a death, I would have never done it and now that it is real, I don't know what to do. I look in the water, seeing a bit of blood but from where on her? I search her body and see a deep cut upon her stomach right under her gown that is oozing with blood. I gag and put her gown back down, I usually wouldn't be so disgusted but this is my love. She made the pain harder on herself but then I looked to the sink. My pill bottle and a few left over pills lay there recklessly.
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Obsession [Jacob Latimore]
FanfictionThe story of a woman who is continuously getting brokenhearted by her now, going on two and half year boyfriend. Her name is, Serenity James. What Serenity doesn't know is that she has an admirer. Her admirer goes by the name of Jacob Latimore. He's...