Harry Styles Preferences/Imagines

22.)The Teacher. Pt.extra

I put 3 parts up today. I never do that. But here's an extra:)

[Teacher Extra]
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I tapped my fingers against my desk as I waited for her to come to my classroom. I wanted to see my baby every morning before school started because I knew I just wouldn't be able to wait until 6th period to finally see her.
I checked my phone again and the door opening startled me. I looked up and my eyes widened as I took in the person before me. I felt a rush of anger overtake me as I stared at her with cold eyes.
"It's been a long time," she spoke in the same wispy voice I remembered. She still looked the same with her long hair and pale skin. The only thing that had changed was she was older and more mature looking than before.
"Elizabeth," I said in acknowledgement. She shot me a wide grin and made her way over to sit on my desk. I glanced over at my phone to see if my girl had messaged but she hadn't and it annoyed me. Even though we had become closer after our anniversary things were still patchy between us.
"How have you been? I haven't heard from you since you moved and left my district..." her sentence trailed off and I let out a laugh.
"You mean since they found out about us. Say it straight Liz, I told you we were stupid." I still remembered everything as though it was yesterday and the fact that I had to go through everything I had just because of our relationship still made me cringe with anger.
"We were both legal; it shouldn't have mattered and if it didn't we would still be together!" She raised her voice and I gave her an annoyed scowl. I had moved on but she hadn't.
"It's been years, I've moved on," I told her in a confident tone. That was correct she no longer was of any importance, no my baby girl had all of my love now and she would have it for the rest of her life if I had my way.
"You honestly can't tell me you haven't missed me. Come on, think of everything we've been through. We are meant to be together," she drew herself closer to me and placed her hands on my chest. They felt different than my own girls hands; they weren't soft or small, no they felt rough through my shirt.
As I moved her hands she pushed her face into mine and started to kiss me. It was the feeling of her lips that brought back all of the memories we shared and it was complete routine that all rationality flew out of my mind and my lips began to move against hers.
Her arms wrapped around me and mine around her and we let the world fall away as we fell into one another. I don't know if it was the familiarity, the fact she was still wearing the same perfume all she always had, or the fact that I was still upset with what had happened a few days ago but I let myself get lost in the kiss.
I didn't want to think about anything other than the feeling of her lips on mine and that's all I did. It was when I pulled away from her I realized what had happened and all of the trouble she had caused me over the years. I could feel the guilt and anger mixing so I looked straight at her and spoke in the most tight voice I could manage at the moment.
"That shouldn't have happened. Don't think this changes anything, I was a fool. Leave Elizabeth; I have someone I am in love with and it isn't you. " She looked stunned and upset at the same time as she got off of my desk and left the room.
I took a deep breath and thanked whomever was listening that my girl hadn't seen what had just transpired. It was a mistake and a stupid one at that; that was Elizabeth though, always worming her way back in and screwing up my mind. She would probably always have that power and I needed to get a handle on myself before I ever saw her again.
I reached for my phone as the bell rang, opening up the messaging app.
"Where were you this morning? I waited." I fired the text off and waited for her response. It worried me when I didn't get one but I couldn't dwell too much on it as my class needed attention. I decided to shrug it off and just get through the first part of the day and see her at lunch.
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My foot had taken on a nervous tap as I wanted it to pass quickly but to no avail it had gone slowly but soon it was time for the lunch break. I watched the clock eagerly as I waited for her to walk through the door but I grew confused as the minutes ticked by.
I stood up and began to pace around my empty room, thinking about where she could be. Maybe she was with that Hall boy, my mind told me. I could feel rage burring through my veins as I thought about her with him; had he succeeded in getting her against me?
My breathing got heavier and faster as my mind started to come up with all of these scenarios of them together, and it came to the point where I was gripping my hair wanting them to stop.
I sat down in my chair as the bell rang and my 5th period students began to file in. I needed to get a handle on myself before I absolutely burst and started yelling. I needed her here now, she would calm me, make me relax knowing she was mine and not Hall's.
I steadied myself and made myself focus on teaching other than thinking about what was wrong. This tactic proved to be successful and for a while I forgot about her as I taught my lessons but before I knew it her class period had rolled around and she was walking in with the one person I hated most.
The sound of her laughing with him, at something he said, made me angry just because it should be with me that she was laughing with. I watched as she said something to him and they parted ways; she walked right past me without even a glance in my direction and it didn't help my mood.
I made sure to keep my eyes on her throughout the whole lesson, never once did she look at me. I could feel my heart aching for a shred of acknowledgement from her but none was given to me.
When I let the class have a few moments to themselves I watched as Parker waved her over to his desk and she nodded at him. My voice stopped her as she passed by my desk.
"You're staying after to talk," I said to her and she stared back at me with a blank expression.
"Sorry I have plans," she told me in a quiet voice and moved to sit next to the boy. I felt my heart shatter a bit more as my minds scenarios were beginning to become more real. I watched them closely and trained my ears to hear bits of their conversation.
"Okay so I'll still pick you up," Parker told her and I watched as she nodded at him slowly. Now I was truly angry, she was with me not him!
"Come on, I'll give you a ride home." Before she could reply he grabbed her hand and led her out of my classroom and leaving me with my hands shaking.
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I wasted no time driving to her house and banging on her door. I kept yelling for her until she threw the door open and dragged me inside.
"What the hell is your problem today?" I yelled at her and watched as she flinched.
"I saw you this morning, I saw you with her" I froze in place and I could feel my face go slack. I didn't know what else to do other than reach for her, to hold her in my arms but she moved away from me.
I watched as she went to her bag and got something from one of the front pockets. She came back to stand in front of me and took my hand in her delicate one. She placed the necklace I and given her in my palm and I watched as the tears ran down her cheeks.
"I don't think this belongs to me anymore," my heart broke to hear her say those word aloud and all the anger drained out of me at that instant.
"It's over. I can't be with you anymore, you've hurt me." She said as she moved away from me to stand at a further distance.
"I'm not letting you go," I said and I could hear how broken my own voice sounded. She just shook her head and looked down.
"Well I'm letting you go. I need you to leave Harry. I don't want to do this anymore." I couldn't take it anymore and I gathered her in my arms and held her close to me, rocking back and forth.
I kissed her forehead repeatedly and told her how sorry I was but nothing was working. I knew I had screwed up horribly. I was going to lose her, he was going to win.
"I'm sorry but it's over." I shook my head and held onto her tighter, not willing to let her go. I lifted her face up to meet mine and placed my lips on hers. I kissed her with everything I had and all she did was push me away again. She went to stand at the door and I could just see she was going to break down.
"You'll always be mine." I told her and made my way out of the house and to my car. I couldn't lose it in front of her, I needed her.
"I love you." I said as I drove off.