f 🖤: happy birthday, baby. i love you.
f 🖤: god, i miss you so much. i just want to hold you again. tell you how beautiful you are. i wish i could look at your gorgeous eyes again.
f 🖤: it's not the same anymore-- not without you. not without you and your snarky comments, or your stupidly good looks, or the way you'd wear two scarves at once, or the way you gushed about the things you like.
f 🖤: i love you so fucking much
f 🖤: im never going to be able to find anybody i love like i love you, i know that. this feeling is so overwhelming. like i've been pushed into an endless void of adoration and love for you, and i can't get myself out of it, no matter how hard i try. you completed me. a piece of me was torn from me. my entire world was taken away from me.
f 🖤: ill make you a promise. right here, right now.
f 🖤: i am never, ever going to get married. i don't want to be anybody's lover unless it's you, and only you.
f 🖤: i know we were young. i know we were stupid. but i am never, ever going to regret you. you were the best decision i ever made. i love you with everything i am, my dear. you are my sun, my stars and my moon. you're my everything. i hope that you're surrounded with nothing but peace, wherever you are.
f 🖤: i'll be with you soon.
the end.
A/N; fuck. i literally cried while writing this. it's so painful im literally so angry at myself for ending it like that
im really gonna miss waking up and checking for any new comments on here, or just updating it when im bored.
thank you all so, so much for reading. i appreciate all of you. it's been a wild ride, but unfortunately im gonna have to stop it here. who knows, maybe ill write an alternate ending. probably not, but there's always a slight chance. or an epilogue.
anyway; i love you all. thank you again. i hope you all enjoyed this book. (:
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like ghosts in the snow ; frerard
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