breaking down. jookyun ✔

wings.

The morning after everything, I awake to find the person I've been looking for all my life, to someone who I fought for, for years, the endless shock and waiting time put a stress on myself and everyone else who knew me. 

It was finally over. 

I didn't have to run anymore, I could sit and watch the guy I loved for days without a problem. 

But, the morning after your first is always the best. 

The morning after anything is the best, whether it's first love, first sex, first kiss, first drink, anything. it all depends on how you felt about it. 

My whole life was panic of if I can keep my family happy or can I keep my family in check, I had the pressure on my shoulders for years, and I'm finally happy and free. 

Sure, there was a lot of things that happened like almost dying, heartbreak and unreal shit. but it was all worth it to sleep next to the person I loved the most. 

There was going to be lot's of obstacles, but I rather take the risk than suffer for the rest of my life. 

While I laid next to my angel, his face looked pale, like all the blood rushed from his face, but it was more a gentle healthy pale. he looked as if he had gotten his wings back. 

The wings that he had broken over a small mistake that he thought he was so right about. the wings that held him up at his worst, and at his best.

Of course I couldn't see them, but I knew they were there and they were healthy. 

people say angels are stronger than anything, but I personally don't believe that unless you walked through hell and back with a smile on your face.

and yes, I'm talking about my angel who sacrificed everything for some dumb human who didn't even know what to do with his life. 

He followed his soulmate and he followed his wish, he waited for me and only me which I am not someone to wait for.

and honestly, I would do the same with him, he was right, he has a thing for me and I have a thing for him, it's just how this whole guardian angel thing works. 

But I hope he stays with me forever and a day. 

and Jooheon, if you're reading this, 

the wait was worth it. 

and I would wait years more if it meant to be with you. 

love, Changkyun. 

the end.

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hi! i needed to have Changkyun answer Jooheon's letter and I wanted you guys to have the closure that you deserve that everything will be okay and stuff but I hope you enjoyed my book and I have lots of other books coming in! along with another demon book because these are fun:)

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thank u all for ur support on this story, this is my second completed book but I consider it as my first because its my favorite. 

hopefully I can write better in the future. 

until then, stay safe, loves :)