I Broke You.

Let Me Go.

Olivia was depressed, her whole world was falling apart. The alcohol helped at first but everything dies after awhile, well in Olivia's opinion. She had always told herself she would never resort to alcohol or self harm, but now it seemed like her only way out. She opened a bottle of vodka and began to chug it, she didn't care anymore. This was usually the part where Elliot calls and takes the bottle from her hands and convinces her she's better than this. But he was never walking in that door again, ever. Olivia took a knife from the drawer, she didn't want to go razors she wanted to die, she's saved people who slit their wrists with razors before and she did not want to be saved. She finished her 7th bottle and went on to her 8th. She slashed her right wrist and didn't even feel any pain.

Nick knocked on her door but got no reply, he was worried so decided to kick the door down. He saw Olivia slashing her wrists. "Hey stop!" he yelled trying to take the knife from her hands but she had a tight grip.

"Just let me go!" she yelled but Nick didn't want to let her go.

"Olivia look at me. If you go now what'll happen to your baby, Elliot's baby" Nick said staring her directly in the eyes.

"I LOST THE BABY!" she screamed and tears streamed down her face.

"Liv... I-I'm so sorry"

"Don't be" she snapped slashing all along her arm.

"Stop it!" he yelled.

"Make me!" she yelled back.

"You're obviously drunk. You don't know what you're doing, your baby needs you"

"Don't try and talk me down Nick OK, the baby is dead can we just leave it at that?!" she yelled cutting herself again.

"Look at what you're doing to yourself. You think Elliot wants you to do this?" Nick said softly as he edged closer to her. She held the blade in her hand and made a fist, blood poured from her clenched hand. Nick gently opened her hand and took the knife. Olivia fell to her knees and cried. Nick kneeled beside her. "Come on" he whispers.

"Can you just let me bleed out?" Olivia asked, her voice was weak.

"No" Nick said taking her in his arms and rushing out the door, she was too weak to fight back. Nick got her to the ER. They rushed Olivia off down the hall and Nick waited. He paved up and down until he saw Tucker.

"You can't take her now" he begged.

"We're not here for her" he says taking out his handcuffs.

"Nick Amaro, you're under arrest for the attempted murder of Olivia Benson-"

"NO IT WAS ATTEMPTED SUICIFE!" Nick yelled.

"Assisting in a suicide is still murder"

"I didn't assist and don't waste your time I know my rights" Nick snapped as Tucker walked him out.

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