I feel like I'm empty
worthless and numb
like everyone is living
and I'm crying in my ownBut I don't want to talk
tired of reaching out
when nobody knows
how it really feelsy'all don't understand
and I'm tired of this shit
of hearing it will be good
and how strong I amI'm tired of hearing
"You'll get better soon"
"oh I'm jealous"
"I wanna be as happy as you"I'm tired of saying I'm good
when I'm not
of being yelled at
for not being enoughI know I'm not
I don't even try
not anymore
I'll never reach
your standarts
so highI'll never be enough
never was
my mind is still numb
I just want to d!e

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only the brave | poems
Poetry« it's a church of burnt romances and I'm too far gone to pray. It's a solo song and it's only for the brave » some poems I had in mind, some are personal, some just fictional. I just let my hands write whatever floads in my mind. TW // mostly depre...