diana

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I feel like I'm empty
worthless and numb
like everyone is living
and I'm crying in my own

But I don't want to talk
tired of reaching out
when nobody knows
how it really feels

y'all don't understand
and I'm tired of this shit
of hearing it will be good
and how strong I am

I'm tired of hearing
"You'll get better soon"
"oh I'm jealous"
"I wanna be as happy as you"

I'm tired of saying I'm good
when I'm not
of being yelled at
for not being enough

I know I'm not
I don't even try
not anymore
I'll never reach
your standarts
so high

I'll never be enough
never was
my mind is still numb
I just want to d!e

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