I Hope (L. S)

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{Louis cheats and Harry finally tells him what needs to be sayed.}

All the love had left, cleaning the air to make it clearer to see what Harry should have seen long ago. The curly haired boy had managed to control his anger for the longest but now the fire in him was visible through his furious green eyes. The tall boy was sitting on thier dinner table, dull light coming from the grey winter sun outside. The boy held  plain white coffee mug in his hands, a steaming liquid inside, he didn't dared to try. Just the warmth needed to calm him.
The steam flowing out made little clouds leave the mug, laying soft raindrops all over Harry's fingers. His throat was closed by the lump that formed there over the last hours unable to go down until the rock sitting on his chest would be dropped. It was silent and quite around the curly head while sad and angry tears mixed to run down his cheeks. A heavy shiver coming from his hands made the mug vibrate, the liquid in it making little waves, to the point were it was nearly overflowing. The silence in the apartment seemed to take over until a little klick indicated that someone had entered the flat.
"Harry I'm here." A raspy British voiced announced, the voice Harry used to love once. The curly haired boy was quick to wipe his tears, his facial features changing from sad to insanely mad, gripping the mug thighter. "I'm in the Dining room." He replied without looking at the man that appeared in the doorway a second later. The tension in the room seemed to rise to a level were the air was to thick to breath, non of which Louis seemed to get.
"How was it?" Harry asked, biting his tongue.
"It was how it was - Harry we need to talk." explained the smaller brunette, ruffling his eyebrows.
"I know" the curly head replied visibly tensing.
"Something happened between me and Eleanor, Harry...I'm sorry, but-"
"You love her, don't you" Interrupted the curly head once again. He wouldn't be able to hear these words coming out of his boyfriend mouth, the man he still loved. It was probably less painful if he wouldn't say it out loud.
Louis was still standing in the doorway starring blankly at his Boyfriend of seven years. The smaller boy bit his lip before he sunk into one of the chairs with a heavy sigh. "Listen Harry, non-, non of us wanted it to happen but-, but it did. I love her Harry." He finally confessed avoiding any eye contact while the taller boy glared daggers at him, unable to understand how he could have the  audacity to say that to his face.
"Okay."
"I'm Sorry I didn't mea-" Louis began only to be interrupted once more.
"Shut up." Harry took a silent moment to collect himself, he was ready to finally take his anger out, we wouldn't hold back anymore. Louis would ha e to listen for once. He knew that Louis fell out of love a while ago,but to hear it from the Man, he himself still loved with all his heart cut deeper than he liked to admit. Rightnkw all he could feel was the burning Anger running through his vains.
"I hope you're happy, you know."
The brunette began in a low voice.
"You are mad. "
Harry shook his head suddenly standing up so his chair fell back with a loud bang.
The tall boy glared at his still Boyfriend laughing sarcastically.
"I hope she makes you laugh, like you made me smile, keeps you company through the phone on long high way roads.
I hope you both feel the sparks by the end of the drive, I hope you know she's the one by the end of the night,
I hope you never ever felt more free, go on, Tell our friends that you're so happy! " Harry shouted, angry tears streaming down his face. He let go completely, and he finally felt like his heart was beating again, like he could breath.
" Harry"  Louis wisperte in a calming manner, breathless by Harrys outburst,only making Harry realise what he did was long necessary.
" I hope she comes along and wrecks every one of your plans,
I hope you spend your last dime to put a rock on her hand,
I hope she's wilder than your wildest dreams that
She's everything you're ever gonna need."
Louis flinched as the taller boy suddenly threw the coffee mug across the room, hitting it on the opposite wall. The mug shattered into thousand pieces, the liquid running over the floor making a hot puddle.
" I hope you stay up all night all alone waiting by the phone
And then she calls.
I hope she's wilder than your wildest dreams
I hope She's everything you're ever gonna need,
I hope you love just like I loved you,-
And then I hope she cheats!!
Like you did on me.."

Harry screamed, sobbed and cryed, getting all his anger out. He threw everything back at Louis, all the anger he held through the months as he saw his Boyfriend slowly falling for the girl he was told not to worry about, and it felt so good. He could. Finally breath.

"I hope what goes, comes all the way around
I hope she makes you feel the same way about her that I feel about you right now.. And the I hope you bleed."

(Inspired by I hope from Gabby Barrett)

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