One shots

Hey Man I Love You, But No Fucking Way. (L. S)

{Harry stops by Louis room the night before he changes his life and Louis just wants him to be happy}

It was a cold evening somewhere in November, the day had been all a typical British rain day is about.
Cold wind blew through the campus, shaking through the windows all day. What reminded me again how rotten and dilapidated the campus buildings partly were. Noone stayed here if they didn't had to. The roof wasn't quite leakproof either unfortunately the Rain had been falling down like the devil in person opens up heaven all day as well. Even for Britain, this was bad.
The day was spendet most likely studying for my latest exams and classes which partly didn't turn out well.. But hey I'll make up for it the next time and I should be good, hopefully good enough to not loose my scolar ship.
I was caught up above my paperwork. All those letters blurred together over the time and if I could have, I probably would have puked in Shakespeare manifestos..

All of a sudden there was a knock on the door to my small single dorm. I nearly missed it by the noisy wind and heavy rain drops flying against the window glass. I wondered a little who it could be..
It was already past midnight so I was left quiet Suspicious by the surprise visoter, who ever it mind be. I forced myself up from my already comfy position on my bed, some of my study papers flew down which I should pick up sooner than later, even though I hate them right now. My room. Could need a clean up in general...

I cracked the door open a little, but as soon as I spotted a certain mop of brown curls and green eyes I opened the door fully. Harry starred at me with a crystal clear look out of bloodshot eyes. The looked somehow different.. The thing I first noticed was his hair... It was.. Short? Last time I've seen my little ball of sunshine he still had his long brown curls down to his shoulders, the next thing that seemed different was that he wasn't wearing his usual bright kind of cloths. He was just dressed in a set of grey jogging clothes, which by the way were soking wet. Who knew Harry as well as I did knew he would never, I mean never ever leave his room like this, he still managed to look stunning, but he was just more the incesure type when it xomes to his looks. Even though he already wore some kind of fashion that could be labeled as 'Questionable' . But he could alway pull it off. He looked stunning beautiful whatever he was wearing, high fashion clothes or sewath pants.
The tall brunette let out a horrified Wimmer before he collapsed straight into my arms. I was a little taken back by that and nearly fell back on my bum by the sudden weight thrown at me. Somehow I managed to drag Harry and myself in the room properly. Leaving us laying on the floor in front of my bed. Harry was half way on top of me crying hysterically. "Shh Hazzy what happened, huh? Tell me.." I tried but it seemed to upset him even more when a fresh set of tears left his eyes. He really looked torn like this, so broken and soft. Right now you wouldn't think he was nearly a head taller than me.
He wouldn't made any kind of eye contact with me at all, so to say I was worried was a totally understatement. Eventually after what felt like an entirety of me just holding him, his cryes died down a little. Even though his body still shook and shivered badly. I started to move my fingers through his newly  shot hair. It was messily cut, partly shorter or longer in general. It honestly looked like someone just made a ponytail and cut it off.. But that couldn't- I mean....
"Hazzie what happened to your hair? Baby why are you dresses like a... Like a-" "like a boy?" Harry suddenly asked, his voice on the edge of breaking. I nodded, glad he made eye contact with me for the forts time tonight.
"Because they fucking forced me to cut it.. Th- They said I'm a disappointment of a son and a faggot for what I like to wear... They cut my hair and ripped my cloths. They-." Harry boke down crying again. Leaving me wondering if I just heard right. "They did what?!" I asked confused, Harry just nodded, hiding his face in my shoulder. "they said they only keeped silent in order to make me feel safe, Lou they want to send me away!" Harry cryed full on hysterical again. I froze. What? "Harry please I don't understand a thing. What happened?" I asked again more sternly now. I wanted to know who made my Hazza cry like this. Who hurt him so bad. "I-I came home and dad immediately pulled my in the bathroom- he was always kind'a violent but never like this.. H-He pushed me in there and locked the door. My mum was there as well, holding me down while he cut of my long Hair..h-He just grabbed it and c-cut.." Harry cryed, leaving me speechless." T-Than they made me take of my clothes.. My necklace and m.. - my ring... Louis they stole you're promise ring.. They took it all and Dad beat me- he said I wasn't his son anymore.. And h-he needed to force the gay out of me.. Than they locked me in the bathroom, saying they would take further care of me tomorrow. Lou they want to take me away.. They want me to move to another country and never see you again" Harry explaines making my jaw finally drop to the floor. "Harry-" "No Lou.. They WILL make me go away.. I'm only 17 so they are legally allowed to make me go, unless-" Harry boke up on the middle of his sentence, suddenly making my heart drop even more. He looked up, straight into my eyes. His normally green eyes where dull through the amount he already cryed. His lashes seemed sticky and wet his nose was running like a river, bacically his whole face was wet and hot from crying. "U-unless I go away myself... I jumped out of the bathroom window to get here they didn't notice I'm gone yet.. So I have probably about 2 hours.. I-I'm scared Lou but it's the only way. If I stay, I'm gonna get send to a 'Anti-Homosexuallity-camp' in the US. Lou I can't-" he cryed. Suddenly my brain seemed to process what he just said.
" No Harry. No! You can't leave me!" I cryed, Harry's wimmerd and buried himself back in my shoulder.
"I don't have a choice Lou.. If I stay they'll find me.. I have to go far away until I'm 18. Then they'll have no power over me.." Harry wisperte between sobs. I was crying as well now, hot tears flowing down my face and cheeks. "No Harry... No! At least tell were you'll go! I'll visit! I'll go with u!" I tried but Harry just shook his head. "No.. You know as well as I that as soon as they notice I'm gone they gonna come to you, and they will get it out of you somehow if by law or... - And you can't come with me neither. You have a scolar ship here and if you loose it you'll never get to live you're dream. I can't alow u to throw away your dreams. F-For me... " I looked into his eyes again, hoping to find a little bit of hope in them but there wasn't.. His decision was already made." P-please stay.. " I cryed." No fucking way..." he replied suddenly deadly serious."I love you.. But I can't.." he added. "I already bought a new phone.. I have like 100$ to get away from here so don't try to reach me by phone. I'll call you, but first I need to get away..." he explained I cryed even more and suddenly the table turned and he was holding me more than I held him."I l-luv you" we held each other dir another hour, crying like we would never see each other again. But who knew... Maybe we wouldn't. We were laying on my twin sized mattress, taking about how all of our worse nightmares seemed to come true.
"They hope I'm cursed forever, for me to Sleep on a twin-sized mattress
In somebody's attic or basement my whole life.
Never graduating up in size to add another.
And my nightmares will have nightmares every night... -"

Harry softly sang to me. He also told me he was going to travel across the country for a while, but refuses to tell me his destination. I was beyond worried but somehow I knew he was right. We held each other till 4 am, the rain died down when Harry finally left and stepped out of my door. He was wearing a green jacket that I gave to him. I also packed him a few blankets and hoodies from my closet.. I wasn't a fan of the idea, but if he left.. I at least had to make sure he was warm..
"I love you Louis..."he wisperte.
" I love you too... Please stay... "I tryed one last time.

"No Fucking Way.."

«This is for the lions living in the wiry broke down frames of my friends bodies
When the flood water comes, it ain't gonna be clear. It's gonna look like mud
But I will help you swim
I will help you swim
I'm gonna help you swim

This is for the snakes and the people they bite
For the friends I've made; for the sleepless nights
For the warning signs I've completely ignored
There's an amount to take, reasons to take more
It's no big surprise you turned out this way
When they close their eyes and prayed you would change
And they cut your hair, and sent you away
You stopped by my house the night you escaped
With tears in my eyes, I begged you to stay
You said, "Hey man, I love you but no fucking way"»

(Inspired by twin size mattress by the front bottoms)