A Butterfly's Dream (Josh Devine fanfiction)

Chapter 21

at the concert last night I got be backstage, I had found a little space, where I could stand

I could see Josh and he could see me but no one else could see me

I was happy about that 

I was lying in bed with my future brother-in-law, we were talking about everything that had happened this last month

I couldn't believe that in 3 day's it was Christmas, and neither could Ben.

"So when is the wedding?" Ben asked

"I have no idea, I think in the summer would be nice, or maybe a fall wedding or maybe a winter wedding" I told 

"So you really don't know?" he asked 

"Nope" I said popping the p

"Haha" Ben said

My phone started ringing it was my mom..

"Hey mom, what's up?" I asked her

"So the police called me, your fathers trial is today, do you wanna go?" she asked 

I didn't knew what to answer her, in a way I wanted to go. Just to make sure he really were locked up, but on the other hand I didn't knew if I was ready to see him 

"hey are you there?" my mother asked me, which brought me back to reality again

"eh yeah I'm here, I'm not sure if I want to" I honestly told her

"why don't you talk with the boys and Josh and then call me back? the trial is at 4 pm." she told me, I took a look at the clock, it was only noon. 

"Okay I will, bye mom2 I told her and hung up

"What was that about?" Ben asked

"My father has a trial today and my mother wanted to know if I wanted to go" I told him

"Do you?" he asked 

"I don't know, maybe" I said "But I think I will talk with the boys first" 

"I'm gonna get them" Ben said 

He said and ran out the door 

while he was away I decided to go on twitter, I hadn't been on in like forever

A lot of people had RT my tweet about the bake off 

And there was no doubt about the fans wanted teamNJZ to win the bake off, which they of course did, maybe I should tell them? 

'So just to let you know teamNJZ won the back off, TeamHLL's cake wasn't eatable...'

I looked at little down the side and saw a lot of hate I had gotten...

Why couldn't people like me? What had I done?

'Get the fuck away from my Josh! Bitch!' 

'Who the hell do you think you are?!" 

'You are nothing! Josh doesn't love you, it's fake!' 

I could feel tears in my eyes, they didn't even know me! How could they say things like that?!  

I wonder if they already knew about the engagement, if they didn't how wouldn't it be then they did?

I started to feel tears in my eyes, but I quickly removed them, I wouldn't let them get to me! even though it was hard!

I couldn't understand why they were hating on my, I was 'only' dating Josh the drummer, it's not like I was dating Niall or Harry! 

I made sure every evidence of tears removed from my eyes which was luckily because soon after all the boys came in the door.