A Butterfly's Dream (Josh Devine fanfiction)

Chapter 24

So this is the last chapter!
It has been fun, hard and an experience for sure!
Thank you to all of you who have read this story, whether you read it while I was writing it in December 2012 or you read it at some other time!
No matter what, I will still like to say thank you!

"PRESENTS!" Josh yelled as soon as he woke up
it woke me up as well

I went down stairs to find, my mom, George, Ben, Linda and Michael already sitting in the living room only waiting for me
I sat down beside Josh and since George was the youngest he got to hand out presents
"Sophia" he handled me a present
it was a dress from my mom, it was beautiful, my mother had such a good taste in clothes
"Cathrine" George said now, it was from Josh, I tried to stay focused on what happen in present time, but my mind kept going back to yesterday
how I could still feel his touch on my body, the way that he did everything to made me feel good and happy.
The pain when he first entered me, and how it turns in to pleasure

"Sophia" my mother's voice said pulling me back to reality
"Yes mom" I said
"George has a present for you from Josh" my mother said
"Josh I told you I didn't wanted anything, I got my present yesterday" when I said it was possible to misunderstand
It made Josh blush as well
"I wanted you to have this!" he said
it was a box in some baby blue wrap
I opened the small box and found a key
I took it up and turned it around, and looked weird at Josh
"it's a key to my house, or our house! It's your house now too! he told me
"Thank you!" I told him and went up to kiss him
"I know you have to finish your school here, but in weekends and vacations you can go down there if you need to get away" he told me
"I'm so grateful, even though it won't be the same without you!" I told him
"I know! but it's only for 8 months!" he said
"I know but it's 8 months without you!" i said
"I know but we will get a summer break together"
"I know but I will miss you!" i said
"Don't you dare think I won't miss you! I will think of you every day! I promise you" he told me

our family just sat and listening to our conversation
Linda and my mother just sat there smiling. I think they were both so happy that we were together! So was I, I was in love and our parents approved!
"Wanna go for a walk?" Michael asked
George, Ben, Linda and my mother agreed, neither Josh or I was up for a walk today

"Wanna go upstairs?" Josh asked as soon as they all were out of the house
"I don't think my body is up for that again" I told him
"No, no sweetie! I just wanted to cuddle with you" he told me
"Oh I'm up for that" I said and we up stairs, I was more tired than I first thought, because as soon as we lied down I fell asleep

"aww look how cute they are" I heard a voice say
it was my mother, I quickly fell asleep in the arms of my fiancé

*FLASH FORWARD 4 MONTHS*

Josh had been gone for about two months now and I was missing him like crazy! and lately I had been ill as well.
My mother wanted to take me to the doctor, but I was afraid that it would be something serious
But she finally got me convinced and I found out I was pregnant.
I was four months pregnant.
the feeling I had have after we made love the first time, when I had that feeling I had forgot something was true, we forgot the condom

I was really scared, Josh was away on tour and I would see him tomorrow, because of my spring break, but I had no idea how to tell him that I was pregnant, and I had no choice I had to do it!

My mother wasn't happy about me being pregnant, but she supported me and told me she wanted to help me!
I only had 2 months left of school and then I was done with high school.
I wanted to go to university but I guess that I was going to be a mom.

I got a text from 'My Super Sexy Fiancé'

My Super Sexy Fiancé: hi beautiful! how are you today? still ill?<3
me: I guess so ):
My Super Sexy Fiancé: I'm sad! but you are still coming tomorrow right?<3
me: I wouldn't miss it for the world

I went to sleep early that night

I woke up, by feeling really nausea I hurried out to the bathroom
My mother heard me and quickly hurried out to me
"Awh sweetie it will soon be over with the nausea!" she told me
"I sure hope so" i said
"Ready to see the love of your life?" my mother asked me
"I don't know, I'm really scared of what he will say" I told her
"He will be over the moon of happiness" she always knew what to say to make me feel better
"Thank you mom" I said and she kissed my forehead

at 10 am I was out the door and on my way to the train station, I was meeting Josh an hour away
the hour went scarily quick and I got more and more nervous, what if he would leave me? what if he wouldn't love me because I would get fat and ugly?
I don't think I could bare if he left me! I simply couldn't!

I stepped out of the train and saw Josh, it made me warn inside!
he knew right away something was wrong
"Sophy what's wrong?" he asked as soon as we were done hugging
"We need to talk and in private please!" I told him
he looked at me worried
"Okay come here!" he told me and lead me to the hotel on the other side of the way
we went inside and up the elevator and pass some rooms, inside I heard the boys practicing and having fun! I was gonna miss that when Josh would end it with me

He opened a door and went inside I followed, he made a sign for me to sit on the bed
"Okay tell me" he said it made me cry, I had no idea why!
"You are breaking up with me aren't you?" he asked and started crying himself
"No you're the one who is gonna break up with me, when I tell you what I need to!" I told him
"Have you cheated on me?" he asked looking at me
"NO!" I said in a harsh tone "I would never do that!" I told him
"Then why on earth would I break up with you?" he asked
"Because I'm pregnant" I whispered I don't think he heard me
"What?" he asked confused
"I'm pregnant!" I said a little louder and this time he heard me
"Are you sure?" he asked, he lighted up
I nodded
he stood up and graped me by the wrist and spun me around
"why on earth would I leave you?!" he asked
"I don't know, because I will get fat and ugly?"
"You won't get fat, you will get a pregnacy belly with our little baby inside, you won't get ugly! you will get even more beautiful!" he told me
I hugged him "Thank you"
"I love you" he told me
"I love you too" I said back

"lets go tell the boys" Josh said almost out of the door graping my hand
I was pulled in side the boys room
"Boys come here please" Josh called
and soon all of the boys entered the living room
"What?" the all asked
"we have something to tell you" Josh said walking behind me and put a hand on my belly
"Okay what is it?" Zayn asked

"Don't say anything" Josh whispered in to my ears
"Okay seriously, you call us here to tell us something and then you won't say anything!?" Louis complained
Josh put another hand on my belly and I put my hands on top of his
"OMG YOU'RE PREGNANT" Liam yelled
I nodded
"awwwwh congrats" someone said, I had no idea who, because we just felt the first move of our unborn baby!

A/N that was the last chapter
it's a little... okay a lot sad!
but it have been fun and really hard, but worth it all!<3
hope you all got some good presents and all are happy!<3
lots of love
- Michelle xx