Here We Go Again

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"Calm down, calm down." I repeated. I felt like I was having a mental breakdown, I was still trying to process what I just saw. Tears fell and fell and my heart got weaker and weaker, my soul was empty by noon. I felt my depression crawling on me I could see me crying myself to sleep for these whole 3 weeks.

Ever since that day I never left my room I stayed in the corner balled up, same clothes, same attitude, same smell, same everything. Lisa and Joe offered to help but I just push them out, I was literally shut down. I thought I would never had to deal with "Teenage drama" ever in my life, I thought I was just that creep who always sit at the back of the classroom I thought I was the "emo" "transgender" "weird" "ugly" "weird" "mental" girl no body liked, I thought I would be ready for rejection, for a heart break, for being used again, I wasn't. Aiden never spoke to me, vice versa. The weeks passed like seasons, I just wanted it to be over, so I can go back to my normal self, no boys to worry about and no friends to care for. 

~~THREE WEEKS LATER~~

Ahh it's Monday again, time for the daily routine, I got up from the corner (yes, I have been in that corner the whole 3 weeks) I went in the bathroom and got ready, I brushed my hair down and spraying it with hair spray. I dressed diffrent than I usually do.

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