𝐁𝐋𝐔𝐄 𝐊𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐌𝐀.

kamisama.

the days were so cold and lonely.
i heard mutters, laughs, jokes

especially when i passed your class.

oh how that laugh gave me warmth.
how it made me blush and smile.

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you were like the sun.
some would even call you the sun god.

your eyes. so orange and full of life, always piercing into souls as if trying to take something from them.

i always walk alone now.

no one interacts with me anymore. they all drifted away to the blonde.

that blonde.

he was like your other half.
he was like the sun's goddess.
he was soft, gentle.
but he was cold and distant.

pretty is what you call him.

other people say he had the looks of a goddess.

i used to be your goddess.

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we're 3rd years now. everything's fine.

except the fact that i was replaced by the sun's goddess.

kenma kozume transferred to karasuno after kageyama wasn't there for volleyball practice.

kenma was the genius setter now.
kenma was the one controlling the court now.
kenma was the one-

he was-
he was the one who gets to kiss you now.

everyone forgot about me now.
shoyo.

am i still in your mind?
do you think about me sometimes?

i moved out. i gave hinata the entire house. neither of us said a thing. of course kenma moved in.

i moved back with my parents.

im sure you can erase the memories of us in that house and replace it with him.

i don't attend practice anymore.
i don't want to.
i can't.

im probably not gonna go pro.

should i be saying that?

entering the silent court with light shining through the glass windows and the cold morning breeze, i could only see the day you broke my heart and everyone replacing me with kozume kenma.

he truly is a goddess, that blonde.

what does that make me?

a failed princess?
a falling god?
a demon?

no longer will i care.
your smile used to be too bright and warm for me but now it's just to painful and an eye sore.

you stripped me of all my walls and took me down. you ruined me and haven't given a single thought about it.

so why,
tell me why my sun god,

why am i still thinking about you?

kageyamas tears fell silently.

'if your the sun god then im the moon, we are total opposites and no matter how close we try to get to each other, we'll never touch like back in 2nd year.'

end of kamisama.