𝐁𝐋𝐔𝐄 𝐊𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐌𝐀.

moon gods dont live forever (baby?)

i don't see you often anymore.
why is that?

i know what i did.
but you should be strong enough.
you confuse me
you make me guilty.

why?
why is it that you still look at me with so much love and longing for me?

baby your blue eyes aren't the same.
there so dull. so lifeless. i can't read you anymore other than pain.

is it that bad?

i always catch you staring. but you'd never look away.

your hairs longer.

cute.

do you think i don't love you anymore?

i can't tell anymore but promise me babe,

keep on chasing me. keep on devoting yourself for me.

yeah, im selfish. is it too much to ask?

because im also scared.

kenma? yeah, he's pretty. gentle but has a sass to him. fun and shy.

but whenever i look at you, your like a whole world to explore.

i shouldn't be thinking this.

i left you. i left without mercy.

i keep tabs on you.

was that statement too bold?

you don't socialize much anymore.

will you revert into your old self?
will you become king of the court?

you don't even come to volleyball practice anymore.
that's something that's scares me.

i may have hurt you but you can't leave volleyball. kenmas a great setter. calculative and calm.

but you-

you give everyone chills.

the set is so on point, you know exactly what to do baby and it fucks me over.

im sorry,

i used to call you my goddess, yeah?

you remind me of the moon.

i still think your beautiful babe.

your long hair is cute and your hungry eyes gives me chills.
your longer slender fingers, as if it were sculpted so carefully.
your skin is so pale too, i used to paint it with all my hickeys.

you always end up at the garden nowadays.
staring into nothingness, as if your getting sucked into a void.

sometimes i think you'll do something you could never take back, and i always gotta watch you.

but baby, your like an unseen goddess.

my moon baby,

im sorry.

end of moon gods don't live forever (baby?)